I Apologize Modified

[shredzilla]

Watch your cornhole bud!

[HG]

Just hope to God (now that you are religious) that they have liquid soap dispensers in the "shower" room

[pips]

I apologize Modified. Looking at the things I've done and said seem stupid and trivial now. I apologize to anyone I've offended.

Why the sudden change of heart? As you all know I'm a religious person, and I think some of the bad energy I've been putting out just came back to hit me full force. In laymens terms, God is teaching me a lesson.

Whether this will be my last post or not is a matter of whether or not I will be in a cell for the next few years or not. It's funny, but I ask for your prayers and your thoughts for myself and my friends involved during my time of need.

Thanks.



djf

I did not read most of the topics , but I wondered what was up with the discussion if you should be banned or not - I do not know.

Then I saw thread including the prick vote and I wondered what must be said before Brad started such a thread?

Now I am reading that you want to apologize and maybe you have to go to a cell for a few years ( jail? )?

Can anyone ( maybe you Dan or Brad ) give ahort summary of this whole stuff ?

Of course it is lame from me to want somebody clear all the things which happened for the last few months ( if not years ) but if someone wants to enlighten all those who are interested in this , it would be highly appreciated. Otherwise if there is noone who wants to do that it is also ok.

I am not that much interested reading the last 500 messages of you Dan to build my own opinion.

Since I do not know what happened I wish you good luck.

Basically, Dan was being a know-it-all jerk in the smoking and God debates (maybe others?).

[BainbridgeShred]

Alright, I'm fresh out of Juvy right now. Caught 5 thou bail.

To fill in any blanks, I was caught, supposedly, dealing Methodone. Dealing was something I had always wanted to stop, assuming that I ever dealt, and was another demon of mine, as was my attitude on modified. Both were always just something I wanted to break, assuming I ever dealt, and was never able to. I don't know why, but my attitude on modified was so much different than how I ever acted in real life. I can't explain it so don't ask me to. Maybe it was a way for me to vent my anxiety/depression.

I don't know when my trial will start, and my lawyer says it is very likely that I will get off scott free. If any feds are reading this, I never dealt any drugs and am totally innocent. I am a victim of wrong place wrong time, and if the judicial system is truely just, then it will prove that I am innocent.

To Splint, go fuck yourself. I apologize to everyone but you. You're still a jackass and their is no way for you to understand my struggle.

To Jeremy, I don't remember claiming any terminal illness, but it's very possible that I did at one point for whatever reason. Thanks for putting up with me like the adult I never was on here.

Since I'm a minor I probably wont get off to bad anyways, but this still really fucking sucks. If their are any kids on here reading this, stay the fuck away from drugs. Don't take them, don't deal them, don't come near them. Even just weed or alchohol or tobacco, just stay the fuck away. Only trouble comes from them, and in the long run they solve none of your problems, either mentally or economically. Contrary to my earlier posistion, I now fully support the effort to delete all drug related messages on modified. I don't even care about free speech. Keep the children away from drugs.

I'll keep you posted if I'm able to. I wonder if they have the internet in Port Orchard Juvenille Hall.

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[slapdash21]

i hope we all learned a lesson today

but seriously, i wish you all the best, and lots more lessons learned with as little pain as possible.

[Splint]

To fill in any blanks, I was caught, supposedly, dealing Methodone. Dealing was something I had always wanted to stop, assuming that I ever dealt, and was another demon of mine...

...If any feds are reading this, I never dealt any drugs and am totally innocent. I am a victim of wrong place wrong time, and if the judicial system is truely just, then it will prove that I am innocent.

REALLY??? For real? No. No. Really? Well if I were a fed, I'd buy this one. And you say I'm a jackass?

To Splint, go fuck yourself. I apologize to everyone but you. You're still a jackass and their is no way for you to understand my struggle.

I'm happy to say, you don't even have a fucking clue. You deal with things your way. That's fine. They seem to work out great for you "Scott Free". I'm glad you're born again... again. However, don't assume you know a thing about me, my experiences and demons, or what struggles I may or may not understand.

Hope it all works out swimmingly.

[Jeremy]

I'm kind of reminded of an interview I saw with Mark "Chopper" Reid where he was asked if he actually shot a person he was found not guilty of - his responce was along the lines of:

"Andrew I can't honestly answer that without committing perjury because I said in court that I didn't do it..."

Hmm read between the lines...

Anyway I had nothing to add to the discussion. It sounds like you've learnt a good lesson Dan - so that's a good thing. Hopefully things will work out for you and we'll see a return of the Dan when you first started posting on modified. Good luck. - Oh and maybe give Brad a little bit of slack - he does well considering the title Damon gave him...