Life is crazy. It's crazy how we can have so much potential and future ahead of us, and then snap, feel like it is all gone, When in reality, its right now! and now! and now!. Now, I'm 24, and a waiter, college drop out, ex-athlete, shitty pop musician (lol). But I'm also employed, elligible for continuing adult education, a potential athlete, and a creative music producer. I just... didn't want to be alone. But when you don't keep that alone place for yourself, you can't focus on yourself.. Or... I can't. I guess everyone is different. Maybe I'm not cut out to be a human, I should be a cat or something. Maybe If I keep this up I will be reborn as a cat until I'm worthy of being a human again.
Time to start anew. On my own, with some friends and of course my fellow humanity, but.. I guess I will have to face being alone.
Oh yeah and of course 7 days till worlds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am definatly going to get a few people out!