Jarrett, you are an awesome person! I know that you have what it takes to turn your life around! Just by recognizing your problems and sharing them with us you show that you are already on the right track.
I used to think that shredding was easier when I smoked, but
ever since that one day in Guelph it only makes me shaky and nervous (although perhaps I can blame Jon's vapourizer for that one day

). The bottom line is that drugs and alcohol don't mix with shred. They may go mighty fine afterwards, but that's about it. You
need to treat shredding like driving-
do it completely sober. I'm sure that if you clean yourself up everything will fall into place.
And as for driving- Practise some more! Practise and take the test again. A lot of people fail their G2 their first time, don't get so down on yourself. Just be happy you're not my friend Margaret- she got into an
accident during her first test! LOL... So practise, cuz if you had your licence you could come to Toronto to shred all the time! We miss you & love you!!!
Break a leg!
