Hi blog.
Doubt I will get to shred today.

Going over to my cousins house for dinner, and I have to clean more of the house. My cousins are nuts. 3 girls, 11,9 and 5. The Dad is like a perfectionist but the mum is cool as. She always makes awesome milo.
Anyways, I have been thinking about this chick from my school heaps latley. She liked me at the start of last year, but stupidly I said that we should keep being friends, because we were allready awesome friends. A little while after that, my brother started going out with her sister. This made it pretty dang awkward, because I was hanging with her heaps. But then after a while the awkwardness went away and we were just like normal friends again. But people asked me why I dont go out with her. Well I would rather not go out with someone who could be my future sister in-law plus it would be kind of weird, me and my bro dating 2 sisters.

But around the end of last year, my bro and her sis broke up. So this meant that we could go out. But I still didnt like her anymore than a friend, and I wasnt sure if she still liked me. Now theres this other dude, that I think she likes, maybe shes even going out with him and I dont really know what to do about it. It's pretty odd, because I havent liked a girl since like, grade 6. Thats 3 years. BTW, this chick is like the only good looking one in my grade. BOOOO

I will probably get over her. I dont know if shes like, purposely avoiding me or what. Like, after camp, everyone was standing in a circle. She hugged each person before she left, except me. Then when she hugged the other dude that i think theres something going on with, she was lookin at me. I just turned my head and walked away. I probably sound all paranoid

Oh well.
Cya
Hopefully back one day.
Jesse Malouf