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QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 30 Jul 2005 22:17

the more i let go off, the more i will have

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 30 Jul 2005 22:58

conceptual models of the universe

fuck it what came first? na who cares
what exist nows? i do, and my parents
but right now is constantly over
and ill never know another
oh well.. wait.. yes i will
i just did,
again and again

time well spent

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 30 Jul 2005 22:59

time well saved

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 30 Jul 2005 23:39

im performing tomorrow .. my last performance in LA most likely

space walk at the event horizon
the black hole's unknown hypnotizing me

I'm gonna let go of my tight hold
control gonna take this road home

prolificate meditative straight edge
reasonings the seasoning for trees in spring save-ed
yet to be converted to toothpicks
paper plates crates and fates that keep us jaded

I cast you away from me
I cast you away from me into the shadows

up a creek without yo last paddle
nuts on a horse without a damn saddle
shakin yo piggy with none of that rattle
feedin the world with not but some cattle
prepackaged reheated meat
processed rottin sauces
pauses nausea causes profits
whacked off with a hacksaw
a bad case of lock jaw
might accost ya if you hold
your tongue ignore your green thumb
as if imposible equals disposable

time won't stop for me but
I know my soul is oh so light and free

I gotta get old from the get go
for sho dunno my threshold

pontificate subordinate behavior
sun soaked skin scars scantly clad saviors
fast foward fools feelin funky raver lasers
droppin E get stuck livin in the moment don't it
suck out my soul I don't want it any more
I give up and submit myself to the air
smoggy frog town ozone falls down
I give up and submit myself to the air

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 30 Jul 2005 23:40

ps.. SOBER DAY 2 MOTHER LOVERS!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 00:14

get ready for PICTURES OF STUFF THAT I SAVED BUT AM NOW GETTING RID OF

"just another lost endeavor and i will be damned"

my room a few days ago

chris pinkus' car hitting 100000 miles! wow

my cat maggie - ill miss her so much!

my classical guitar - should i sell it? i dunno

1969 Fender Jazz Bass - Refinished by PENNY LANE antiques - PRICELESS

BEAUTIFUL and delicate

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 00:21

What a goofball? Who'se an ecoterrorist? Not I.

Did I mention chris got 100000 miles on his car now?

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 00:23

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 00:25

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 00:27

Maraxus · Post by **Maraxus** » 31 Jul 2005 08:32

You suck at drawing.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 09:15

You suck at being a human.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 12:04

Ok anyway. I'm going through stuff and I have all this poetry. But, I can't take this paper with me so I'm gonna t ype it: most of this is super old.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 12:06

march 12, unknown year

oh me oh life
I will let go, I will recover
and I will grow, my mind is
empty and my stomach full
where I'm to, I do not know

There's much to do, so overwhelming
its hard to find myself compelling
my undertaking, crumbling, flaking
a million years till excavating

I will prevail, with every inhale
no matter if the air is stale
any air will move my sail
not too further till the trail

I'm on the level.... I'm so scared
I think, I know, I am prepared
I wish there were
more who cared
4 me.
but I'm so free and

on the back it said:

inside, and im just along for the ride.
then it said march 14.. wierd

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 12:08

unknown date

ow it hurts to see raquel
heart breaking
mind quaking
terrified of being alone
singing sadly
ill take it one day at a time
now... always present.
always perceptive

Colin · Post by **Colin** » 31 Jul 2005 12:10

Sam, where are you going?

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 12:11

I understand zen and breathing and life.

heres another one.. im not trying to rack up posts:

floating in the air
ill wander if I just sit there

i..dont..know..if..it..is..real

both eyes focus
brain strained hard

all these random thoughts
dont want to be contained
ive got to stay awake
you always hurt the one you love
ive got to stay awake

im way out there now
my blue reflection
tells me:
ive got to stay awake

but
noticing you cause you kicked me
stalking you cause you have red hair
spending you cause you burn a hole [in me]
losing you cause im gone all the time

reading you cause you're always open
using you cause you're such a whore
throwing you away cause you're such trash
forgetting you cause you hurt me

my mind is wandering
when it should be sleeping
my mind is dreaming
when it should be weeping

wow .. haha im glad i dont feel like that !

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 12:16

this one is WIERD:

hi there
*let me adjust myself*

would you walk with me?
whats your name?
do you like to keep yourself physically fit?
would you care to run with me?
my name is Sam

do you like the forest?
i like the smell

i noticed your sweater, it is very unusual
ah
are you ok?
!!
let me help you

thanks

you and the forest really drown everything out
I never thought id want to drown

listen to it...
its beautiful
you're beautiful
thanks

ill race you out

wait...

I love you, don't leave me cruel forest

what are you singing about forest?
im sorry, dont go dark on me

moonlight

what?

ill sleep here tonight

run even in sleep
why dream of the forest?
i could just wake

i woke up... i think

if i didnt run around in circles would i really get somewhere?

oh well.

stitch myself up
come on live with it!!

wash up these little thouhts
I don't need all that I've got
they will resurface when I'm older
"stop it" "stop it" my memory of you
feels like

what?

a tetnis shot.

---

WIERD!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 12:23

beautiful - I dont want to go
take me away from all alone
and all that is to condone
is love

^^
undated

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I see you

you think life is too hard.
you are annoyed
you are one big sigh
too full of agendas to even care...
its so unfair to you, isnt it?

wow this one was high school!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Jul 2005 12:48

ok theres too much to type haha

:c)