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[mahhkohh]

so...bad weekend for me....

first off,i had this bad drinking session with my buddy,after i hat this bad arrguing session with my girlfriend!t5his is a seriously bad combination!anyway,i have a bit of streßig phase in my relationship...means that i have too much shit in my head to shred,not to mention the bad hangover...so i had no shred this whole weekend,i hope to have some shredding action tomorrow,if not...i will just popp and be gone! its so strange that a arrgument with yourt girlfriend can fuck u up so much...i never had this before(arrguments,i had gf before)so this is strange,and first time in my life i think about not being able to carry this realationship on...we´ll se how this turns out.

oh,i recieved my hackrifize shirt on fryday....damn is that a hein shirt!i love it...and my kickass shirts are on the way too!

[DoctorJay]

yup the hackrifice shirt is cool - my kickass shirt is on its way too and here is the question why I am writing this entry :

what's the argument you are having with your gf?

Of course there is no need to tell - I mean it is a public board but there is no need to not ask - if you get what I mean?

[DoctorJay]

EDIT : I copied my own blog entry in here -ah

[mahhkohh]

it would have been hilarious to read your blog entry in my blog since i defenatly wouldnt have had a clue what this all would have meant.(i hope this sentence is correct,i hate english grammar!)

ah my arrgument is just the same that everyone gets sometimes,she thinks i dont understand her and that i dont show her the respect that she deserves and stuff like that,but i just dont know what to do to show her that i realy love her and so on...its just a never ending circle...i hope it will end someday,i gave ourselves a break of at least one week,for us both to think about things we could change...i hope this helps a bit,but she´s a bit of a blockhead...we´ll see!

footbag stuff:

today i had this thinking,i thought about two moves i want to hit in the next 2 month.first is illusion,i get better on it,but i just dont know if i do it right,i was thinking about a few things.i do it very leggy,with the knee pointing far out,will this be a good foundation for atomic stuff?also,will i be able to hit paradon with a leggy illusion,i heard from some guys that paradon can be seeen as illusion to butterfly...i wonder...also my stepping pattern seem a bit odd to me,i hop two times when doing illusions,i dont know if this is normal!
the other move is riptide,stepping butterfly swirl.i hit a couple of ripwalks today,sadly my flipside needs a ass load of work to get to ripwalk...and the one try my stepping set was that high...i nearly could have duck it,and then i tried the butterfly swirl,nearly footed it,so i geuss when i work on my stepping sets and on the swirl just a bit more this move is in reach...i just feel to set me a new goal that i even can reach.riptide is in reach...

then i met this dancing guy today.i dances classic dance as a semi pro.and this dude can spin like...7 times without getting dizzy.i asked him to teach me how to spin like that,cause he could have done a 4times spinning clipper...that fast is he spinning...he said he will see if he have the time,but i watched at his feet while he spun,he took just 2 steps for every spin,i might just work this out by myself... but i just dont feel ready for spinning moves!maybe i will be ready when i shows me how to spin 7 times!
i had one new move today:dlo rakevery sketchy and very not so clean,and very barefoot...i have so nice barefoot runs lately...but i need to take care that i dont loose my feel for the shoes,i can feel the starting of this by my problems with the toe area of my shoes,the just cant keep up with my natural toe shovels!

oh and jochen...remember the light blue facile u wanted to send me...thanks!

[DoctorJay]

I forgot about the facile - excuse me .

about your gf- no idea what to do but maybe you should tell her that you suffer under the current situation and she should ask her what is the problem and how she feel ? - after this questions you stop and listen carefully and then you should be a lot smarter than before .
the problem seems to me like a communication problem - really those kind of problem seems not that it is the real problem .

Of course I am a dumbass to make some kind of diagnostic of a person I never met before - but that are just my two cents .

My ex gf told me exact the same lines - I guess those are written in some female magazines ! I am quite sure that these lines are NEVER the real problem.

Take care and good luck !

I will send the facile when I will go to the post office the next time - seems to be in about 2 days

[mahhkohh]

hm...yeah,i read a lot of girl magazines at work,but i never found that line.and we might have communication problem.i´m pretty sure we have one,but she wont listnen to me when i tell her things like that,and that is a real problem...but why am i telling this?fact is,she called me just minutes ago and appologized for some things and so on,we might meet tomorrow..we´ll see...

i wanna hit riptide now...i tried it,but my stepping wont come that high as this one time....i will try again tomorrow!

[mahhkohh]

today i had no real session,but i watched videos for about 1,5 hours.mostly ripwalk and stepping stuff.also i read every thread in every forum i found about this topic,and now i think i have the theorie of stepping,tomorrow i will look if i can get it into praxis

also i had a bit of a thinking...i speaked to one of my skater buddy´s,and he told me that there is this skateboard forum he visist every now and then,and he met there a guy from poland i believe(this forum works pretty much the same than modified)and those two became pretty good buddys and they have a little game,they talk about a trick,then one challenges the other to do this trick,get a vid of it and send it to the other,then they decide who made it better!i think this is a realy cool idea,i wonder if i can convice someone to start shit like this in a footbag manner!

then...nothing bad happend today,so i can say it was a good day...

cheers

[mahhkohh]

howdy beloved blog readers

i had two sessions today...uhm...well,one was around a half hour,then i got disturbed by my neighbour that wanted some shit from me...dumbass...then one hour later i had another one hour session.nbothing realy new happend,i hit clippers set dlo,i finaly seem to get the catch.then i had this awefull string pixie clipper>ss butterfly>whirl>osis>whirl (i could do it...after a move)>osis (never hit anithing after a flips whirl)>blender>dropped far legoverthat string was insane...i couldnt believe it myself!it may have looked wierd and scetchy i believe,but so what,i nailed it!
ok then i mostly schooled my flipside,doing atw,mirages and clipper stall.i seem to come allong,i hope my flöipside gets equal to the strngside this year,at least in all the basic tricks.
then some thinking again,i tried some stepping stuff,i guess i did it awefully wrong,since i tried it like a clipper set ss mirage,that lead too dlo,but i dont believe that this is still stepping.so,mybe someone could hint me on stepping a bit!
then i began too hate my shoes,who has me on msn list might have noticed that.on one side,i love the toe box of my lavers,but when i try to do pixie stuff i allways keep hanging on the walls,but i would miss them while catching the bag,same matter to my clima toe,i love the setability of the toe,but i would wish myself a little wall around the toe to easy out the catches...maybe i will mod a little cup onto my clima´s but i guess laver sandals will be my best ride now,since i love my barefeet toe area,and i can do even pixie dlo barefeet somehow,this means i need to get a better inside barefoot surface...plastic surgery??? that would rule...or i put silicone on my arch,likeon my climas!
so i will stich the beastiest bag for benztown now...i need to finish so many bags...damn,i should get started!

byebye,read me again soon!*kisses*

[DoctorJay]

blender midstring --- props

[mahhkohh]

it was more endstring... ...but be awere that i do it rev whirling osis!...uhm,i have to make a big post for today,but i dont want to right now...later!

[mahhkohh]

allright...

no sesh for me today,so no real,like every day i drilled my flipside atw at work.i get better,but i need to get some new unworn lavers to wear them at work when i drill my dexes,i loose the feeling for my shoe totaly...thats not good!otherwise i will look for lavers to make sandals out of,that is my biggest hope right now....totaly destroy a pair of shoe
then i had this thinking about a move,i dont know if it was hit yet,but i think its a realy cool thing,i will first make a vid with it(on my cell phone only,sadly)and then tell what it is...
then i got a haircut today,i learned that the haircutter lady is from near the place where i was born!it was so funny,we talked for over 2 hours(that destroyed my shredding plans)and i feelt a bit at home for 2 hours(like realy home,not here at my place(this is home too,but...home is home,were i was born,thats home for me...u know what i mean))and it was cool in the end...we might go out drink a couple soon...

also i had this "arrguing" with jarred makay,he called learning freestyle antisocial,i today learned what he meant... i got realy pissed because i couldnt hit a flip püixie legover,so this little kid that walked past me and was a pain in the ass for the whole morning just got jelled at...i guess that is some kind of antisocial...i destroy my whole reputation because of footbag

then my bags get allong good now,i like them,i changed my filler on the last bag,i like it much,i will wait what the customer thinks!oh and my beasty benztown bag gets real odd yet cool!the color way is so awesome!
also i got peng to trade bags with me,i make her a complete pink one,since she once mentioned she wants a pink bag,and i get a bipolar pattern bag...i am so happy now...but i have to do 4 bags before that,so i will hurry to get to stiching!
uh...i want to give out some thanks to some people,some might never read this,but anyway:
matt crossfor giving me some very nice and chilled moments throug his cd!
joe kulaczfor getting me into trying some whirling stuff
my buddy jaschafor completing my colection of blink 182 cd´s!
all stichers that trade bags with mei very gratefull that u give me the chance to get one of your products in exchange for something that was made with my own hands...

so long i think this might be it for today!

[mahhkohh]

hm...somehow my web is fucked a bit,i dont get any mails anymore if someone replies on a topic i watch...thats not so good.i like keeping myself updated in the topics i find interesting!i need to fix that asap

had a session today,it was quite classy,i listened to the original soundtrack of the first ever star wars movie,nice classic music is so hot to shred to...
i felom the start tht i cant go big tday,so i redued mself o the basics,drling y clippers,my flipside in general and today i did,first time ever, more atw on the flipside than on the strong side...i need to count my moves from now on...
also i tried to hit all the moves i can do bsos,it went down realy cool,untill i went to all the clipper related moves,my flip whirl is crappy still,o cme better evry try...so i will do this every sessionfrom now on,i think this might help me build up some nice strings,because i realized i cant hit every move out of every...f. i have problems hitting stuff ouo whirl!
i layed arund on my butterfly swirl again,i realized i can get closer when i try it from a clipper not a toe set!making it like far butterfly swirl!need lots of work anyway!
and i finished some bags lately.2 bags for benztown,they are nice and cool,i like the pattern style of both,i just need to find a way that the pattern get not that wrinkeld as they are now!but my bags are totaly round by now,at least those two are!i made nice pic,u can watch it in the new bags thread,and here i show a variety of my bags,on my beer bomb,a buddy gave this to me on my last birthday,and i didnt dared to drink it yet!

[Col_Forbin]

Hey, I'm learning to stitch 32-panels, but either the pattern I'm using or the way I'm stitching the thing is leaving the hex-to-hex seam (open) WAY too big and all my filler leaks. Looking at yours, that seam is very minimal, how do you do that - is it a modified pattern or a stitching technique?

Thanks!

[mahhkohh]

well...i might just send u a pm about this...let me say this,it would help a ton to see your bags...maybe make a pic of the bag,and maybe the templates u used besides it,than i could say something more than now!

ok...my footbag session for today.

once again i shredded at work,once again barefeet.i hit some cool things...first of pixie legover>pixie legover>rptcould do this drill for two consequtive times!then i had a nice string,in fact a couple of them.i dont remember them exactly but some pixie moves and fairy mirage was in all of them.
then i hit magelan first try on both sides.and on the strong side i hit also rev magelan.when i realized that when i do the second dex on magelan a bit illusion-like it just came better and better with every try...

so thats all from me for today...enjoy your life!

[mahhkohh]

today i had a fine session,nothing new,i layed some focus on my flip whirls,rthey feel better now.i will go easy on my legs this week because i wanna be in top form on saturday when i go to stuttgart to shred with markus and .... again.
then i started a bag for lesh today,if i get my ass away from the pc i could maybe finish it by today and that would be a new speed record! and thats waht i do now,i will get away from the pc and stich!
hope to write more next time!



EDIT:i was wondering today if someone of u(yeah blogreader,i mean u.so please reply!)do sports to build up muskle besides footbag.like jogging or something that improves your muscle to play footbag better and longer!

[mahhkohh]

so its going to be long this time!

i wanted to go to stuttgart today,but sadly it didnt happen because we couldnt get a room to play in.but we will next few weeks somewhen.
man my session i had today was so epic.man markus,u should have had been there.i broke every record i ever made in my footbaging.i had a lot of space today,because my boss cleaned up a room in the basement of my workplace.and now there is not much more than a table and two chairs in that big room.so i had enough space to expand my shreding!
infinities x 22 new record
osis x 8 doubled the old record!
(rev)whirl x 3 also on the flipsideold record was 2
(rev)whirl>freeze>rpt bs x 5never did it before
footed whirling swirlthat may have looked funny,because the tip of my swirrling leg tipped the heel of the whirlling leg allong the whole dexing phase!
then i feelt like it would be time to start ducking...it was just time,and i had some realy nice and clean ducking clippers,sadly i need to get my flip clipper to set higher.hit also ducking dragonflybut i think i hit it before,not sure tho.
then i had this massive string:pixie legover>guay>hopover>infinity>whirl>freeze>osis>mirage>mirage>fairy legover>butterfly>pdx guay>inside set mirage to inside>fairy clipper>ducking something dropthis felt sooooooooooooooooo good!
sadly i had to shorten the session because my girlfriend wanted to see me...i could have gone on for another hour,at least.oh and i streched.we´ll see how it feels like tomorrow!
then...i finished another bag today,if i had the filler earlier than i would have fished it on wednesday,anyway,its for lesh.i hope he likes pink! because i have so much pink,and my other colors are nearly used,well not realy,but i want to save em,i will some pik bags in the next few weeks!

i could call this a perfect day,but there were some bad things happening in the afternoon.i got told that my girlfriends dog has a tumor and it is going to be euthanized by tomorrow...my own dog got euthanized too...so this brings back some bad memories.and they all feel bad now in her house and stuff...its not the best thing that could happen,but the dog is realy old now,so u can say it(she actually) had her ovetime and now its time to go.i mean,its rude but she is 3 years older than this sort of dog ussully gets...its a very sad thing anyway

uhm...i guess that is all for today...


EDIT:one of my bags landed in the hands of matt cross and his crew.matt said he likes the bag,he maybe writes a rewiev about it.man i´m curious!

[DoctorJay]

Good string ! whirling swirl ----- 5adds wohoooo ( oh or 4 adds?) anyway i never hit this trick so major props .

For the muscle things you asked earlier ( I got no opinion why I didn't notice this question .
You won't get bigger or stronger muscles by jogging or cycling .

If you want to make them stronger or bigger you must work in a completely different amount of reptitions .

I recommend you to do some research if you like to strengthen or gain your muscles.

I can tell you something about it but I will do that in person and in German

keep it up !

[mahhkohh]

thanks for the comment jochen.i talked to the guys from the swimmteam today,they do lots of endurance training for theire legs,so i maybe try some of this stuff,because it includes much shwimming and thats what i love to do anyway,otherwise i maybe wouldnt be pool attendant.i cant just believe that this is the real word for my job in english...i mean,in german it sounds kinda cool,bademeister,but english form sounds so....odd somehow...i will go ask a few english guys how they call the dudes in the shwimming hall

i wanted to session today,but i stoped after 30min,because i hadnt enough sleeo and it felt not good and i couldnt hit anything...

then...i today started a bag,i took on the bipolar pattern that pengpengdu came up with,i hope she isnt mad at me.i just love the pattern,thats why i choosed to want her bipolar bag... ...oh and the next bag,is going to be baby blue(thanks again jochen) and pinkwith the pattern design tom mosher came up with,first time i saw it,it looked like a meteor to me,somehow,and i was playing final fantasy 7 that day,and the story of it goes around a meteor,so it impressed the heck out of me,so i try it,and someday trade with tom for one of those! tom if u read this,get me on the list!!!! i surely will post both bags when i´m done.
then one thing about me stiching,i think my bags come out very fine lately,i hope i can improve them furthermore.and i will stay with a richard abshire comment untill then:i´m going for performance not looks! sorry richie...but thats the truth

nothing else happend to me today,oh well,a old lady was angry at me because i was playing hack at the gasstation and she wanted to get her car tanked up and didnt realize that i was tanking too and jelled at me i should get my ass into a soccer field and not here and my car is in her way.first time i used jochen bauers tipps for better conversations...i guess u need to have both persons holding to those guidlines or else it wont work!


so cheers,thanks for reading!

[DoctorJay]

final fantasy 7: This game was part of my former life baby- I sat in front of the screen for weeks.


to the communication rules - pay attention it will get better .

You will get very confident if you are using them correctly .

What do you think when another person asks you why do you yell at me or interrupt me ? The person or you will recognize your mistake immediately and you will feel that the other person is right .

I guess that is some of the major parts of this whole psychology stuff - you will get those kind of "aha this shit happens and it is true" moments very often.

Moreover I guess it was a more a conflict than a communication problem so it is useless to solve a conflict when one side do not want to solve the issue there is no chance of a solution .

I think it is quite cool that you really try to use my rules .

If you like there is one book I read several times and I recommend it BIG TIME.

The title is "Psychologisches Konfliktmanagement" from Becker and Becker . It is a summary of the major psychology books .
This book changed my life really .

400 pages of learning about life .

Read it or not I won't be disappointed if you won't read this book but it would be quite dumb not to look into the first pages.
The book is available on libraries or you could buy it from amazon for 8 bucks.

[mahhkohh]

hehe...i still sit in front of it for weeks,i think i beat the game for 100 times...there is just nothing that i dont know about that game! but i still love it,that game brought me to role playing games,its just a part of me!
the book sounds interessting,if i get time i might check it...

today there was nothing footbag related happening,well i started stiching a bag,halfway done,in 2 hours,i´m getting faster.and its the coolest pattern i ever made,thanks for inspiring me peng!

i was a a company´s kegel tournament,its like the ancestor game of bowling.it was so much fun,eventhoug i dont know any rules nor did i playit before,well maybe two times.funny thing was,i was best single male player,and some of the dudes there play half professional.i guess i had some major beginners luck!
tomorrow i have a seminar,for 9 hours listening to a strange guy about strange topics...i hope i can get two bags ready! then this time wouldnt be that much wasted!

i went swimming today,1 hours,2,5 kilometers,totaly beat at the end.but only for about 10 mins,then it feelt great.i did some exercises for my legs,man am i unshaped.but i think for me swimming is a cool thing,because i was allways skinny,but when i started swimming i felt the reward soon,and i got some muscle and i feelt good for some time.but i became lazy and a bit wabbly too.and now,i´m back in the pool for 2 weeks,and i can see my breast muscle and the belly is getting ripped again...so good feeling!


see u soon,and vote in the blogs poll!