hey ho...
were to start.i will,by the request of a single man,try to get some structure in this blog.but i live the chaos theory,so it might fail and not mirror out my character in this blog anymore.i will stop this project then.
what happend yesterday:
i sat around at home and waited for my girlfriend,watching the matrix and stabbing bags!when i realized my girl wont show up i decided to go to a friends house around the corner and join his sunday playstation session with some friends and a few beer.it was hell fun.he had soccer(i think fifa 99)and we played untill we wanted some more action then switched to tekken and later to wwe smackdown vs raw.after all it was some fun.we laughed hard and drank fast....it was a nice evening!
that happend today:
first i went to work like every day.there i eat the whole chocolate gifts from our customer sthat were supposedto be for the team.but i shared with my apprentices.and the boss said we have too eat it.i´m sure he didnt meant till noon,but we did!
when we finished i had some aches in my belly.so i decided to help my stomach to digest all this shit by jumping around like a fool.this got boring after a while so i started footbaging.outcome of it was:
i tried some illusion stuff first time in shoes,went not that good as i expected,but i could hit
clipper set illusion(clip(set)>opp out>opp toe(del))also i had some mirages the same way.also i had some sweet strings were i could hit some pixie stuff effortless.then i also hit
eggbeater,scrammbled eggbeater,pixie ss illusioni will need to figure out some drills to get my moves down a bit.i had
butter>opp in>repfor a butterfly and dex drill.went good.oh and i start to change my far legover to far illusion,a good sign i guess,because it came automaticly,both sides!
then i had the run for 20 illusions,12 on my strong side,7 on the flipside!but they come so sweet now,and the best thing is i can feel double swithcovers and paradon coming,they are in very reach...haha...and my butterfly swirl came very easy after all my illusion stuff today!that is good.soon i can do pixie butterfly swirl!
so now some good and some for me bad news.good were.i finally,after i think allmost two weeks,saw my girl again,souber,at home,not drunk at a party!
we only met on party´s lately...and i had to drive every time so i wasnt up for staying long...but it was nice to snugglewith her again...i love her...in my own ways...she thinks i try to get her to suicide...i talked so much shit today,i thought i was funny,and i was for sure,but at some point she was fed up and started to get streßed by it...
then i got news from my grandfather.i dont know if i should write it here,but i realized that this helps me to handle it!the doc said he will be ok for a while now.not realy,but with strong medicine,so he can spend christmas with the famaly.but his cancer is in a too advanced state that the chemotherapy wont work,it would more likely kill him.his body couldnt take it!so we are now sure he wont live that much longer.but the realy fucked thing is he dont knows that we know it.and he wants to tell us on christmas i think,or somewhen around then,because thats the only time when the whole famaly is together...thats a spooky vision for christmas,but what the hell...damnit,i sound like it is a everyday happening that your grandfather dies...uhm...i think spacial seperation is a good way to get used to the feeling someone isnt allways there...i think this helps me here...wtf,he isnt dead yet...so good luck old man...i belive in you!
my facile hasnt shown up...how could it...this week,i´m exited!
EDIT:one of my withworker had a accident today,he got a good load of chlor gas in the lungs.they got acid burned,its not that bad,he will make it.but hey fast and good recovery man.also the neighboor of my girlfriens has a fallopian tube pregnancy.so i think not only my granddad makes stupid things before christmas!get healthy soon everybody!
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot i have over 1000 views.and only 15 votes on the poll!vote you bitches!...nono...i like evry single one of you.when i say bitch...i mean it in a nice way!!!
in my favourite blog i could read now"this session iw orked over all my concepts" 
...oh and my grandfather gave me a hacky sack he got at the drinking suplies store!haha...it is like....3 times bigger than my ussual bags....and so light...i tried a pincher with it...i nearly poped out my knee because of the size....oh i hit fairy opp pincher....hm...nothing baggish last few days....no stabbing no shredding,well 30 min today,just basics and showing off,and alot of eating the whole day.i am getting heavier.thats good,but i´m afraid i loose all of this when i am back at home and do my regular workout again!
