Purple Smoke

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 18 Mar 2006 21:11

Man... I feel like crap.

I read Grom's blog. My heart out to the lonely x couple.

I havn't been doing shit with my life lately. ITS A FUCKING WASTE. So, instead of whining about it. I'm gonna play footbag. Right fucking now at 12:11 am.

edit: PAGE 2 NICEE.. I'm listneing to digitally imported euro trance right now.

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 20 Mar 2006 01:05

feelin empty.. down and shit

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 20 Mar 2006 12:42

Been seeing the signs from God lately. He's telling me to pursue music.

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 20 Mar 2006 20:13

[shoutcast trance]

Hi Blog.

Things have been so confusing lately. I don't know who I am anymore. Well, maybe I have some small clue now but lately I have been so lost. Mostly I have spent my time doing drugs and playing video games, while making a small amount of music. I have no $avings, which feels scary. Ashley and I have been fighting a lot

. Life feels so difficult and I don't know what direction to go. I stay up till 4 am and sleep for an hour and then at 7 fall asleep in a very uncomfortable way and sleep until 2 pm. I feel so shitty. I'm out of shape and can't play footbag very well. I don't have many friends, and those who I do are far away. SUCKY!

Laroche wrote that I'm an artist and should be wasting my talents. Linscott said I should be playing music. I hung out with a Steak and Ale manager/cook today named Justin. He is also a very good DJ/producer. He came to my house and taught me some good music stuff. He also used to be a drug addict so we talked about that, and life and relationships. Man....

Prior to that Ashley and I had a session that lasted 20 mins.

Stuff is so hard lately. I wish I had this and that. I wish life was easier and more rewarding. I wish......

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 21 Mar 2006 22:22

Quantum Balance The first thing to be determined was the particles' weight. Weighing a droplet with a mass ~ 10-15 g seems unimaginable. One cannot use springs or macroscopic levers. Students at the Polytechnic adapted a servomechanism to automatically balance the particle in the Levitator-Trap and then transferred the smallest additional charge to it; a single electron. This generated an imbalance by the force on a single electron. The servo-system responded and produced an additional electric field that compensated for the added "quanta" of charge. From this step the exact mass of the particle was determined. The device is aptly referred to as a "quantum balance".

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 23 Mar 2006 15:30

Life has turned for the better. I have my computer set up ver nicely. I rearranged my room so that half of it is my bed and then my desk and keyboard at a right angle in the corner... and the other half is completely free space.. which I really love. I finally have a friend here in lakeland now too. His name is Justin, he is one of the managers/cooks at work, and hes a great DJ and producer. I REALLY like his style of music!! I've been listening to his music lately and its phat. He has taught me the basics of REASON and I have CUBASE tutorials that I'm watching at intervals now on the computer. I have about 150 bucks and 250 commin from the tax return. Rent isnt due till the 15th of next month so I should be able to save up 500-1000 dollars!!! That's really great. I feel like I'm growing as a person... finally!! I havnt felt this way since I was moving from CA>FL. Well. Also, Ashley and I are starting to get a long better and be happier. Basically everything is interrelated. I still have a gym membership that I havn't used yet. Maybe, if everything goes well, I'll sleep like a normal human being tonight and go to the gym in the morning.

Maybe Ash and I can kick tonight. It's been a while ... oh well, I guess if I have a little faith, things will work out.

On another note I was makin music today and randomly strings would play.. It sounded REALLY cool but ... DUDE I WASNT PLAYING THEM.. and they werent even an instrument in my program.. so.. that was tripppy.. ther were no mp3s or sound players open.. it made me think "divine inspiration from God"

So yup.. gotta put some stuff back together in my room so its perfect.

take it easy

-sam

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 23 Mar 2006 16:29

barefoot shred

shreddaily · Post by **shreddaily** » 23 Mar 2006 20:40

barefoot shred rules!

Keep jamming and exploring your musical self! I like your sig... but that guy cant spell

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 25 Mar 2006 06:32

Worked 3:30 to 10:30. Made 157 dollars!!! Thats over 20 bucks an hour!! YESSSS!

SUPER EASY shift today!

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 26 Mar 2006 20:47

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Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 27 Mar 2006 21:54

just played some world of warcraft.. its so........... boring

haha

then i ate some german chocolate cake.. its so......... makin me shake from the sugar

now im typing in my blog......

its so unfulfilling

now ill watch some howto videos.

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 28 Mar 2006 09:05

Sober (MARY J) day 2... pshhhhh how longs this gonna last.. I did get drunk last night though... spent 40 dollars on alcohol.. what a waste.. but i still have a lot haha (of alcohol)

apricot flavored brandy
malibu rum
jagermeister
tequila rose (mmmm!)
shmirnoff rzzzbrry

lol!! did I say 40? I meant approx 40.... sig figs? yup (no).

now im chillin

i still have 400 bucks right now.. rent (350) isnt due till the 15th.. so yeah.. but i want to get a mountain bike.. and have some savings...

who knows

deleted world of warcraft.. whenever i want to play it ill just watch my cubase sx 3 instructional videos.

been listening to all the remixes of TOUCH IT by busta

touch it bring it pay it watch it turn it leave it

stuff o matic

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 28 Mar 2006 11:19

workin on some sick techno

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 30 Mar 2006 08:09

workin out gettin out rockin out

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 20 Apr 2006 22:46

Personified modified,
It's 2:41 am and I'm about to go to bed. That is actually an hour earlier than I usually do. Yes, I am an insomniac. Maybe admitting it is the first step... oh oh and a drug addict! Lol. oh well. I have a few really good songs in progress. I have a girl who loves me <3 I have a decent job. Actually, I am working 5 to 6 days a week now, whereas before it was only 4. It's getting too hot here to continue riding my bicycle to work

!! SO IM GONNA BUY A MOTORCYCLE!

OMG... my first vehicle

Now, it's not a really expensive one, but its decent (just like my job) and it will get me from place to place, all while giving me low insurance and gas payments. Good luck to me from the traffic Gods! I'm sorta sick, but thats cuz I've been smoking.. a smokers cough

!!!! BLEH!!! BLEHHH. I'll be so happy if, this time, I can stop for a while. I'm halfway between inshape and outofshape... which is... aight. I think you probly know what I mean. And my room is halfway clean. My life is actually halfway.

Now I'll get some halfway sleep till 5:20 in the morning when Ashley wakes me up. Night all.

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 22 Apr 2006 03:32

Sick and shitty. Supposedly surviving somehow. SUPER SUCKY SICK SHIT!

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 22 Apr 2006 23:04

Look what I got!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITS A BRAND NEW(used) CAR!!!! (alex trebec voice?)

95' Toyota Corola DX with 95k miles
power windows, doors, locks, CRUZ control

for 4,100!!! needs about 2000 into it.. but its running well for now.

MY FIRST CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR! I can't believe at once point, I used to hate cars!!! I almost got a motorcycle...

Heres the order of things I'm getting for it
tomorrow:
CAR COVER (IM SO HAPPY TO GET A CAR COVER FOR A GHETTOMOBILE)! SO HARPPPPY!
oil change
radiator flush
transmition fluid change
differential bubblicious (i sort of mate that up.. yes.. mate)

I kissed it today... in front of Ashley too.

!

AND THEN once I have more money

A SPEAKER SYSTEM OF COURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRSE!

I got sick floor mats with blue flames that match the color of the car

I'm getting a funny hood ornament online with a skull or something!!

OMG!!!

I might get black paint and write PIMP on it (haha not... )

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

def a cool HOOD ORNAMENT

Maraxus · Post by **Maraxus** » 23 Apr 2006 08:33

Stay productive Sam, it's the best way to feel good about yourself. Work your ass off, accomplish the goal. Congratulations on the car, take care of yourself man, hope to see you again, peace.

-Aaron

Samurai · Post by **Samurai** » 24 Apr 2006 09:25

My car: (no name yet)

4100 + 880 in repairs so far...

needs another 800 for new struts

and another 100-300 for the timing

then should be perfect

modified

Purple Smoke

materialistic

wow drugs and techno