somehow this post will sound like the last one, well, today was pretty wierd. no hack tho.
first i only slept like 3 hours because of my allergies. then i had the morning shift wich forces me too be at work around 6 o´clock in the morning!

and when i dont sleep enough my body seperates itself from my mind... meaning, me sitting there totally apathic, sometimes i get wierd movements down under, dont fully understand whats happening then. and my mind realy goes around, today, mostly stupid things, like my ex-gf. somehow i still think about her, well, today was the first time after... 2 weeks. i still have so annoying thoughts, things i wish i could just ban them/her out of my mind.... then i went to a party this evening, i´d expected more. it was pretty lame, ok, i know why, i stayed souber, cause i have to work tomorrow too... well, its more like later

and the coolest guys didnt show up, cause the birthday haver was a dick the last few month, but not to me, so i went there... there was my second realy wierd thing for today. a girl i once dated, then she decided too toy around with me, i realy got pissed back then, she got a boyfriend and i began too hate her. but thats gone, i can kinda speak too her in a normal way... and today i couldnt believe it, she was realy bugging on me... and i was like:

sweet revenge will be mine!!!!

poor girl, how little does she know that i cant realy start something with girls right now, i realy dont wanna meet them, nor want one as a gf.... its wierd but i feel good the way i am....kinda
some footbagish stuff... finally foudnd out about dlo yesterday, i ahd them hit about 6 out of 10 times. also hit
neo dlo and
pixie dlo. then i tried too mainly work on spinning and ducking, i want these concepts down asap. ducking works good, footed ducking torque. but spinning is hard, i need too find a stepping pattern for this. maybe i watch a few spins at todexon...only 6 more sleeps....man i´m so damn exited!!!!
oh, and take money with ya, i will be bringing... right now i have only 6 but i hope i can make 3 more this week, bags too todexon for you too buy... i will fill them with the new lead free filler... so there will be no real reason to not take one....
so now i will go too bed, i need a bit sleep, the next few days are holidays that require a heavy drinking marathon... need to be fit then
see ya!