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QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 13 Aug 2006 22:44

Pychology - Sociology - Advertising - Film - Music - Hack Fu

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 16 Aug 2006 00:09

I'm unhappy to report that I'm on a physical and mental low right now. I did have a good day of cleaning up my surroundings, hopefully over the next 5 days I can clean up my insides.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 16 Aug 2006 09:16

Workin on organizing and defragging my file system. I have 700 gigs so...

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 16 Aug 2006 23:40

sleep and excercise work wonders

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 21 Aug 2006 07:02

no sleep and no excercise work wonders as well...

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 24 Aug 2006 02:16

another fragment for ya

http://www.69samurai.com/mp3z/TechYes%2 ... 20song.mp3

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 25 Aug 2006 00:28

Thursday, August 24, 2006
woke @ 3:00 pm
got ready for work
minimal stretching
woooooork from 4:45
to 10:00.. made 53$$usd
sleep at 4:30am
cleaned room
supplimented stretching
feel shitty

not working towards goal,
mind fucked

Friday, August 25, 2006...

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 26 Aug 2006 01:07

Sat Aug 26 am

days skip
mind trips
bleep blips
fast hits

waters scarce
feedings feirce
the loniness
pierces ears

whatever

hope

ashleyd · Post by **ashleyd** » 26 Aug 2006 14:28

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 26 Aug 2006 21:42

I'm BACK! On one of the greatest stages that I have ever been on. Modified. I am back. I have ordered a camera. I will make music videos! How many of you remember my videos? J Moir told me that my videos pumped him up1!! I want to do BETTER. I want my videos to make you cheer.

mosher · Post by **mosher** » 26 Aug 2006 21:45

Yeah! So good to hear!

I am a stoked fan!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 27 Aug 2006 00:16

Ok... FUCK THIS NONSENSE.

I must regain control of myself.

First step. no drugs.

Let's do this Sam!!!

aug 27. sober day 1

Asmus · Post by **Asmus** » 27 Aug 2006 03:39

Good luck Sam.
I loved your old videos. I cant find them on .ORG can you hook me up with a link?
You are one of my greatest inspirations in videomaking.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 27 Aug 2006 09:23

I'm awake as of 1 PM....
NO fucking drugs today. So far...

I was researching virtual reality last night on wikipedia. You should try it! Hyperreality is a trip! The dryer is broken here. BLEH! I wanna show yall which camera I got. ok first things first.. my .org link

http://www.footbag.org/gallery/showset/213

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 28 Aug 2006 20:13

There has been a delay. The soup is cold.
It will be reheated tomorro... so I am told.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Aug 2006 02:51

Thrice grilled New York strip special... It takes us 3 times to get it right. And only cuz you cut it up so nicely.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 02 Sep 2006 22:32

I have sofar been unsucccessfull at quitting my habit of smoking.

I want to regather my efforts and try again.

So here is a quick account:

day 1 9/3/06

smoked yesterday (a few hours ago) - im just coming down. My mind is hazy, I can't write in complete sentences... its difficult, at least. I have tried quitting hundreds of times, my self esteem is low. I had a semi-productive day but smoking is a habit thats really hard to break.
bleh

my goal is to not smoke ... period.... the reason is becauze I have decided that I want to become an athlete again, and a schollar, I want to live. not live in fantasy and delusions... as much as I like them. I need to live in the fantasy that is my life.. the delusion that is not an illusion, but which is truth... well, u know

I have a camera again!! I did it. Now, I broke as a joke and need to stop buying things and just SAVE.. But.. I can do that. I have a job, I can do it.

I'm making 2 movies. But they wont be out for a bit. One is a short film about some plants.. oooo I cant wait!

and the other is a footbagrealityshow type thing. its about getting back into it. It shoudl be a good start.

Well, writing this feels good. Blah blah. I want to stay humble, and yet I have such a stupid ego, and I really need to work on my integrity.

integrity is doing the right thing when no one is looking

even if god and the devil werent watching you

it is doing the right thing

I know I don't have integrity, but... it is somethign that is worth having, and I want to let it grow.

Humility, integrity and DICIPLINE!

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Stretching is really nice. I have 28 mins till I planned to sleep. I'm gonna drink water brush teeth and stretch some more . C u 2moorrow.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 02 Sep 2006 22:33

http://pespmc1.vub.ac.be/MEMES.html

note to self: read up on memetics

bluntobj3ct · Post by **bluntobj3ct** » 03 Sep 2006 02:22

yeah man, safe to say your vids rock

i too recently quit smoking completely- from way too much bud (among other things) to cigs as well

i feel fuckin great man, ill share with you if you want

all u gotta do is stay clean brotha

memetics is an awesome subject. i remember studying them in psych last year.

peace out!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 03 Sep 2006 23:53

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid ... 6554&hl=en

:c)