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Foot hurts massively. All the money I made from work yesterday went into bank account which is STILL negative. I'm not gonna have enough money for rent, which I am still behind on from last month. I don't make any music anymore. I just look coceyed at the keyboard. I'm really sore like I when I was in my car accident so long ago. I have no real friends. I miss home. My car is dieing. I'm dieing.

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for what its worth-

AIM: bluntobj3ct

i really look up to you and your passion for video and music- i really would like to talk with you because i think we have a lot in common. im a random dood, but a friend nonetheless!

things are never as bad as they seem

chin up

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yo i think we kicked together in diego once with richie abshire
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explodingdog.com <----- amazing art!
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explodingdog.com

find "its too long"

that was mine! :)

ive got soooo many favorites from that site cause they're all so fucking great. ive also had "im losing my edge" as a desktop for a long period of time :)


man we kicked before??? i was probly baked and i cant remember for the life of me, although i was in SD all of last year. so prolly ;)


being not a stoner rocks though, thats for sure.
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lol.. i wouldnt know :?
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Gonna take a relaxing bike ride.
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My bike ride was decent. Since then I've not done much. I need to eat less, sleep earlier and breathe better. That much is for sure. I bought myself a very nice pajama pant for 6 bucks. All black and comfortable. Good for stretching.... My room is clean. My neck hurts. I went to bed so late last nite. Tonight I'm gonna sleep by 4 am. That's early for me :(

Well, work tomorrow, not looking forward to it but I'm broke. It would be easier if I could sleep better Though. Hopefully these pajama pants will help the sleep :)

Oh yeah and my large battery came for the camera today. Tomorrow hopefully the wide angle lens and UV filter will come. I'm sorta waiting for those before I really get into filming.
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If I could just change my life. I really want to sleep.

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sweet dreams.....ill see you once I get home.
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here on modified..
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0cbsUD67IpY

This is very inspirational and I hope to make some great vids like this in the future.
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I really miss Los Angeles.
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mmm

I'm weak right now. Slumping fragile brittle. Strong over time. Tasty for sure. As long as I'm showered. I clean up nicely. I thin down nicely. I am beautiful in the past and hopefully

in the future.
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I feel hopeful. I am hereby giving up sweets, alcohol, and drugs. I am doing it for the planet, for my family, for the universe, God, and myself.

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Alright.. morning. Do you know whats its like to wake up after smoking the night before? Well, for me, my throat hurts, my lungs feel weak. I have a bad taste in my mouth. Yuck. If I don't smoke, which I hope I dont, tonight, then, , , , I will still have a little trouble sleeping cuz of my breathing. But then, if I dont, tomorrow night I should fall asleep pretty easily. I work a patio shift today, will be pretty chill. I want to find a different job, one that pays hourly instead of in tips, and is less stressful.
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Smoking is scary.

You can still get high and not die if you vaporize, but you know that already.

I don't experience any suckyness the day after vapoing.

I hope all is well with you sam.
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I can't afford a vap or weed or being cloudy headed. It's ok...
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