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C-Fan · Post by **C-Fan** » 16 Oct 2006 06:51

Wow, marriage. Craziness. Congrats and good luck!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 16 Oct 2006 17:37

We got our rings today

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 18 Oct 2006 21:46

Hate is...

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 18 Oct 2006 21:46

Depression is...

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 18 Oct 2006 21:47

Procrastination is...

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 21 Oct 2006 00:42

I found my new inspiration. It is so much. I....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qCSahatkbk

watch this preview for this amazing ARTIST's work, then click on his name and learn all about what he does.. and be inspired

Asmus · Post by **Asmus** » 21 Oct 2006 08:27

That was SICK! Thanks for sharing.
Congrats on the marriageness.
You might like this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ahpvSasR6d8
David Firth is genious.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 22 Oct 2006 01:41

Thanks Asmus, yeah I saw that it was aight. I mean it was good but compared to the best I say it was aight. I have def seen some crazy music videos on youtube though, way better than the high $ stuff on TV. makes me wonder what will happen in the future.

Just posted a long post in moshers blog, so I dont have much fire left. I'm chillen. Somone here in florida buy my caaaaar. Gonna start packin monday. The plane leaves for LA on Nov. 2nd. I LOVE ASHLEY D!!!! She was cute today.

-sam

Pengu · Post by **Pengu** » 22 Oct 2006 06:49

To Sam,

I like your transcendant blogposts. Keep writing them. I never have anything to comment, but it's good to read. It's like experiencing a high, yet being completely, crushingly, sober. Your creativity shines through. I don't always get it, but I'm almost always touched. Good on that and good on you. It's a brave step you're taking and I admire that.

Best wishes,
~Peng

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 22 Oct 2006 07:53

Thanks but I don't think I deserved that.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 22 Oct 2006 21:02

Sad music is on, makes me think about being apart from Ashley. The one that I love. The one who actually accepts me for what I am, and loves me. She is the one who actually WANTS to marry me. Can you imagine that? I am accepting 8 months of being apart from her for a lifetime of living AND working with her. Is it possible? Maybe. Just maybe. Ther is a chance. Hah, and just like that the music changed, sorta more upbeat. Sorta more bearable, maybe believable. Maybe I can actually believe that we can make it. Oh its sad, with the upbeat. I just love her so and I would want to see her on the day she dies. I want to die with Ashley. I don't want to be 3000 miles away, even if our souls are still close. Oh Ashley I love you so much. You are my ears and eyes, and now I'm about to cry but I won't stop typing. I won't stop loving you girl. You are an artist and a musician. You are an open mind. You are an athlete and a lover. You are a cook and a poet. You are new to the world still, even though you grow older, you still are young, you still look and feel and think young, and I can't stand to see everyone forget that age should bring wisdom and not stress. I love you Ashley, I love you and I dont want to let go. But they say if you let go of what you want, you will get what you need. Well you know that we need each other, so let's make our dreams come true. Less than 10 days left until the long blink of an eye. Less than 10 days until I can't touch you anymore or hold you. I love massaging you. I love holding your hand when we walk. I love your ears and your hair. Your beautiful hair, I can barily spell now. There are waterfalls of salt and water and love coming from my eyes. I am yours. I will be next to you even when you can not see me. Look into your heart, when you can not feel me, feel me in the air. Hear me in your mind, all the things I have taught you, all the ideas that we have spent hours bouncing off of each other. All the miracles we have lived.

I am yours Ashley Danowski. I will see you tomorrow.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 24 Oct 2006 19:30

Ashley is really sick, I am sorta sick. It sucks. Ugh. Bleh. Bleeeh. Bleh.

ashleyd · Post by **ashleyd** » 02 Nov 2006 12:11

Words can't explain how it hurts your gone. Tears are flowing down my eyes, but our future is clear. I can't wait for that.

<3

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 02 Nov 2006 22:32

Oh baby. Today our countdown has begun. There are 200 days left until we are reunited. 8 months. It is both long and short. But, when we come together, nothing will keep us apart.

I love you so much, this is our training session. This is when we PROVE ourselves worthy of peace and love. I will harmonize with you again one day. You are part of my soul, And I am part of yours. We are closer than it seems. I can feel you, and I love you.

200 days!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 03 Nov 2006 08:50

Woke up at 8 am. Gettin down to business!! Checked bank account, gonna go get some basic supplies. Assembled the camera. Met the new workers. I'm gonna get to it. Gonna go help my mom with a pickup. More later. Feelin strong and good.

Senor Grommet · Post by **Senor Grommet** » 03 Nov 2006 09:18

Distance makes the heart grow fonder.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 04 Nov 2006 10:00

Stuff is going so well. Big things are in the works with the furniture business. Best case scenario: I catylize the transformation of my moms business into a fun and lucritive art deco furniture MASTERSHOP. Lol.

I'm happy, but my neck hurts from trying too hard to do pullups, which sucks cuz Pinkus and I were supposed to session today. I don't think I can now until tomorrow. We'll see, its only 10 am... went out last night to try and network. Ooop gotta go. business calls.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 04 Nov 2006 10:15

I'm back! There's so much to do and I love it. I just wish I was kickin today. Maybe I can try and massage my neck or whatevers. I can't wait till BOTS comes out. OMG I can't waiiit! Anyway, there's a lot to do, so I should go finish unpacking. Ok, I'll do that now!!!

<3 u Ashley

-Sam

BainbridgeShred · Post by **BainbridgeShred** » 04 Nov 2006 10:26

you have girly eyes

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 04 Nov 2006 23:00

Thanks

:c)

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