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QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 20 Dec 2006 13:10

And now my bro Mic Check is having his baby!!! OMG!!!!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 23 Dec 2006 12:45

Good Baby!! Isiah Michael Guevarra. Also, I finally worked for real at the Cheesecake factory. They gave me the smallest section in the place and I made a bit over 80, two days in a row. It's actually a pretty hard restaurant to work at.. but, you know. My trainer has been helping me yay! Today I have a bigger section and I work a LONG shift ... from 4:30 pm to 1:30 am or something crazy. I should make over 100 bucks today for sure. We'll see. Life is crazy. Sam out.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 26 Dec 2006 23:44

sick.. no one to love me... good friends though. and music is good.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 27 Dec 2006 23:53

Pop. pop. pop.
bullet in my brain
lovin this feeling
drive me insane
1 2 3
rush by me
the days on the calender
fall freely
time tickles me
rips me apart
i did not feel this
back at the start

pop pop pop
bullet in my brain
lovin this feelin
drive me insane

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 28 Dec 2006 00:58

[pathetic wishing myself happy birthday]

24 suckas

[/pathetic wishing myself happy birthday]

Chris Hanratty · Post by **Chris Hanratty** » 28 Dec 2006 01:01

Happy Birthday!!!!

Just got back in to footbag and was watching a bunch of your old shred videos sam, then I got around to finding the techyes website after a while of searching.

Sup man

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 28 Dec 2006 03:28

Thanks for the nice compliment

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 31 Dec 2006 01:40

2007.
Still alive!
Another hour...
Another day.
Another YEAR in the life.

Plan to plan awry. Hah!
Musical chaos most certainly.
Commonly observed
as silence endured
cept for a slight breeze
in the grand scheme of things.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 02 Jan 2007 00:25

that pocket of time
which all events defines
seek the knowledge to travel
in between the lines

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 05 Jan 2007 14:55

I just have to write this down.... sorry for errors.. I'll spellcheck later

Yesterday, I worked in the morning. Then I came home and designed an advertisement. After that, I took the company VAN to my friends house and helped him MOVE! This dude was just married and just had his first child in the last week + the girl he married has this amazing 4 year old daughter, which he took on to himself. For christmas I had given this girl an electric keyboard, and changed her life, and I've babysat her a few times. So anyways..

We load the van... furniture.. and all... and load his borrowed SUV... with STUFF. then We get there, and unload. I also brought my desktop cuz I had planned to stay over and make music.

I get it all set up... and we are about to all go blaze. The mom, hasnt partied in over a year, cuz of being pregnant and all. So, she had a c section, and shes cleaning up, organizing. They JUST MOVED IN... obviously. And my friend suddenly FLIPS OUT and starts fighting with her. And me and Darlene (the 4 year old who Im like a god father too now) are just like WTF. And my friend comes out and says hes gonna leave... freakin LEAVE his family. OH and they jsut got married, which I'm sure I've mentioned. And I just look at him and I don't even know what to say. I try and use my will power to make him stay. Some how he goes to argue more with the girl. So real quick I call his sister crystal (crystals beat anyone?) and she and her boyfriend and another friend of the family who I didnt know before (Alex) come over. Some how with everyone there things settle down, and shit dude I didnt even mention that in between us unloading the van, and me setting up my computer, before their fight, that me and Ashley get into the BIGGEST fight EVER over the phone. So... all that stuff, then me and ash fight.. then I go in.. and I'm trying to recover.. and still interact with this 4 year old girl Darlene, and then her parents start fighting.. and breaking up on their first day of their new life WHICH IS ALSO THE WIFES BIRTHDAY!!! YEs...

So... fuck... then Now things are at least semi calm.. and I go in and Mike and Maggie (the couple) are talking and I go in... and for some reason I start crying and I'm just telling them you guys have everything I've ever wanted. A beautiful family.. jobs... and a pad to themselves. And I'm saying I don't care what it takes but you fucking hold on to it. you get rid of whatever egos or anything just so you can keep it alive. And then they start to get a little better. So then EVENTUALLYYYYY we all go blaze except for maggie (Margaritta in espanol) and were chillen and then the sister + 2 leave and Mic is burping the baby and I'm watching like whoaa. Then I go to mess with my computer and I start talkin with Maggie who is cleaning up. And I'm being my charming selff you know. And then like 30 mins later.. Mic comes out all bundled up (it was cold outside... really cold) and he looks pissed and I know right away hes jealous that I'm getting along with Maggie better than he does. So I run out and hes like JUST GO BACK INSIDE DUDE. And I say I just wanna ask you one question... He turns around like hes gonna fight me he says JUST GO BACK INSIDE.. I start back and I say... I'll leave if you want me to (I'm simplifying this now i think) And we both go back inside and ....

ok fast forward 30 mins later.

now mic and maggie are cuddles around each other .. chillen next to me on the couch.. and mics telling me how he just wishes he could talk to maggie like the way I was.. (which wasnt flirtatious.. but just genuine) and I was like... I bet you used to be able too. and they aggreed. and I said, well I used to be able to talk to Ashley like that.. how come I can't anymore... You know this is all meant to me. Their fight put my fight into perspective and in return I helped mend their family.

I have known Mic for 5 years now. He's even been in a shred video. Remember Above influence.. he does the back handspring in the begginning!!! He is a good man, he was just overwhelmed and I really hope that what we went through yesterday laid the foundation for a good future, and wasnt just an indicator of turbulent times to come.

I have faith that it will work out.

Sleep well Maggie, Michael, Darlene, and Isiah Guevarra!!

ashleyd · Post by **ashleyd** » 05 Jan 2007 19:22

wow, powerful...

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 06 Jan 2007 02:27

"life is a bitch, but she a fine ho"
http://www.69samurai.com/mp3z/robeopen.mp3
http://www.69samurai.com/mp3z/stopbitingme.mp3
I had the pleasure of working with this artist. This is the best lyracist/beatmaker that I have ever met in my life!. The first track isnt finished... I even wrote the hook lol. , This guy Andrew is the rapper, and he made the beats. OMG ... dude his style is.. unbelievable. And the second track is also by him. I didn't have anything to do with it, but it's about being a server and living in LA and its amazing! The beat is so airy and free. I want to make beats

!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 06 Jan 2007 04:05

I have been through many stages. I feel that I am about to enter one of my strongest stages. It is both liberating, and terrifying. It makes me realize that I am truely alone. At least, for now. I have seen and heard so many amazing things. I hope I can take it to the next level.

I want to go through my room and get rid of everything I dont use.
I want to take lots of pictures

I want to take more enjoyment in sleep.
I want to clean out my temple.

I want to live more fully.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 09 Jan 2007 00:12

The threshold is tearing me apart.
133 days left

setman · Post by **setman** » 09 Jan 2007 05:56

QuantumBalance wrote:The first track isnt finished

maybe it's not, but it's still great. thanks for sharing.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 09 Jan 2007 18:53

I just heard more of andrews tracks! They were really cool. I am a better musician now. My girl and I are having troubles. Ooouch! We are alive though...

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 10 Jan 2007 10:44

I hope that its not too late...

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 11 Jan 2007 12:23

Phew....
that's a good way to describe it.
I've had bad lung troubles, so I had to quit something.
Maybe I should get a 99% sober Trip tatoo haha. Maybe thats a good B-AnD n@m3

I even used a vaporizor and it still messed me up. Oh well, It is ALL good. Anyway I don't really care. I'm just typin. I rearranged my studio. Well, I'm still doing it. I made a musical cubby haha. I have some cleaning to do. and a PHONE bill to pay. I <3 my broken sentence structure and PunK2ation. Because..

Yay!

Well, I'm in a funny mood. I have 2 days off from work and I hope to make some musical progress. And play footbag once or so

I just called Vitaly.. It looks like I will be playing footbag

!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 12 Jan 2007 00:21

Chris, Vitaly and I kicked, it's been a while. I'm going to kick tomrorow :0 Made some FUNNY music with Vitaly. Noice! Also, I helped Melissa find a job, MAYBE!!

Gonna play some CS and maybe work on music later..

REARRANGED MY ROOM TODAY. SO COOL! Not done.. You'll love it! I'll post pix tomorrow

bye

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 16 Jan 2007 02:29

My Song is almost done!

!!!

I'm so excited! Maybe... tomororw? ... no... in a few days :!) ARG I WANNA RELEASE IT NOW BUT ITS NOT READY.. ok

breathes...

ok..

c ya then.

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