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QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 15 Feb 2007 00:32

They say that home is where the heart is. So, follow your heart, and you can't go wrong.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 16 Feb 2007 15:49

I have begun hardcore training for worlds. Let's see if I can get any good. Have a few job leads here in Lakeland. Where I live is nonstop music. Ashley is very happy. She has grown in the last 100 days that I haven't seen her. She is stronger and more beautiful. She is more confident. I am very lucky.

Pyroman924 · Post by **Pyroman924** » 16 Feb 2007 17:45

Congrats man.

So you're in Florida for good now?

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 17 Feb 2007 03:40

Probly about 4-6 years.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 17 Feb 2007 17:34

Rode a bike 'the punisher' about 6 or 7 miles today at least. Afterwards, had a shorter, more intense footbag session. Played well in 2 square, did a nice shot where I pendulum the bag but turn real quick with my back to the target and cradle the pendulum, immediatly launching it at my own head and dodgeing out of the way. I have tried this shot many a time and always failed, but today I did it 2 out of 3 times. Also, I climbed a rope pyramid about 1.5 stories or so.

Things with Ashley and I are good. Life is crazy.

Tomorrow: jog the lake and shred. Tonight: stretch, strengthen. Not necessarily in that order.

I hope you read this Ash, I love you.

-Sam

ashleyd · Post by **ashleyd** » 17 Feb 2007 17:42

<3

I can't wait to see you tommarow. I want to have a good session.

See you there 1:45.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 18 Feb 2007 09:48

ugh i just moved SO MUCH FURNITURE and computers and fucking cables and i feel like utter shit. im gonna stretch for an hour and see if i can feel any better. fuck

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 18 Feb 2007 16:07

I stretched and even cuddled and finally felt a bit better... then excercise!!

walked 3 miles..

shredded

2 square victory

rested

rode bike 3 miles

ASHLEY IS CUTE AND SOFT AND CUUUTE!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 20 Feb 2007 14:40

Just finished my orientation at Harry's Seafood Bar and Grille. Sweet. Turns out I was hired directly by the VP of the company. The place isn't too big and is kinda quaint. Looks like a lot of sidework. But, short shifts and doubles are what's up. Also, NO white in my uniform! THANK GOODNESS!

My computer should arrive tomorrow, so, that's when I start making music. Training like CRAZY for worlds. Much more training tomorrow, but tonight: SHRED!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 21 Feb 2007 18:11

Today was my first real day of work, I worked a double shift. but in between shifts i got 3 hours off and came home and ran a bit. CRAZY!

ashleyd · Post by **ashleyd** » 21 Feb 2007 19:22

Its so ironic you work there.

<3

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 21 Feb 2007 20:46

*fortuitous

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 25 Feb 2007 21:46

Hi. My name is Sam Colclough. My last name is wierd to pronounce and it has a lot of random letters... people can never seem to spell it even when I say it outloud... I live in downtown Lakeland, a nice semi-quiet town in central Florida. I share a room with a crazy musician named Santiago Leon, and work at Harrys Seafood Bar and Grille, just a few blocks away. I have been a few places... Seen a bit of this and a bit of that... dabbled in a lot of things. But I haven't really decided what I want to do with my life. I really like music, but the rumor is that it's really hard to make a living off of. That being said, it's pretty hard to make a living anyway. Tomorrow is the last day of my training for Harry's which is good because I'm almost broke. I used up everything I had to move to Florida from the big city Los Angeles in California. There was a time when I really liked Los Angeles, but nowadays I prefer clean air over the amazing availability of 'burritos vegetarianos'. A long time ago I was a pretty tallented athlete. I crosstrained in dance, biking, and footbag. Unfortunatly, at my prime I was involved in a pretty bad car accident, and never got back on the horse, so to speak. Just recently I really started training again, which I am very happy to report. You might wonder why I am writing all this. I think it is to gain some perspective. It is so easy to forget where we come from and where we're going, and although I'm not really tackling those issuses too much... this is important to me... I have done some pretty adventurous things, but I have also done some pretty selfish and stupid things.... sometimes overlooking the lessons. But, somehow I survived and I feel that I have finally reached a point where I can look back and say Holy Crap, how did I manage?? They say, respect the person you will be in 5 years, well, that's a good goal, maybe in 5 years I will respect the person I will be in 5 years... meanwhile I'll focus on respecting who I am right now.

ashleyd · Post by **ashleyd** » 26 Feb 2007 09:54

I like that.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 04 Mar 2007 17:55

I like you.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 05 Mar 2007 23:28

i dunno what the title of this is and i dunno why im even writing here. I just want to be with Ashley right now. Stuff is so hard. I live with a roomate and hes just ... I cant stand him. There are so many specifics and variables but I won't get into that now. There is a nice apartment that I am trying to get in but it has a damned security deposite. But, I worked hard today and made 250 dollars in 1 day, thats not usual but I did it! I just have to work a few more days like that until I can get the place, but the day after tomorrow I could put a deposite down and hold the place for 1 week. I'm sure I could earn the rest of the money by then.

I dont mind working so much, I just hate coming home to a place that isn't home. I dont want my blog to even be title anymore. Not, till I have the place and Ashley moves in. Then I will be home.

I'm so detached from who I want to be.

I am soooo close to being so happy with myself.

I just need to be stronger.. Just a little stronger until. I am at the point that I can live in my own place.

I'm gonna have the greatest decorator <3

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 02 Apr 2007 12:51

Hello Modified, I have been gone for a while. Now I live in my very own appartment. I have the internet (which I just got today). My apartment has a permanent 2 square court in it!!! I got a bunch of free furniture from a lady who passed away plus Ashley has brought random things from her home, like plates and silverware... and love. Life is hard, there is no denying it, I don't have any healthcare and no safety nets, no help from my parents. I threw my back out the other day and still went to work and served tables, Curtis, a great person and fellow coworker told me to "man up" and I did. I'm in pretty good shape and by worlds it looks like I will be in really ghood shape. No challenge for the crazy freestylers, but I hope to be a force to be reckoned with in 4 square. Ashley and I are closer than ever and she moves in with me in 2 months. I CANT WAIT! Well, life is grand, and I'm makin music. I guess I'll see you round

-Sam C

C-Fan · Post by **C-Fan** » 06 Apr 2007 08:27

Perspective is good. I'm glad you got out of your bad living situation and into something better. Coming home to a stressfgul environment just makes everything else worse. Hopefully see you at Worlds.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 06 Apr 2007 10:51

Hopefully play you in squares at worlds.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 06 Apr 2007 11:13

Withdrawl$

is what I'm feelin now
I'm stuck on the herb
cant put it down
if you never got stuck
then you might not get it
but for us pot heads
we just gotta hit it
dont quit it
420 forever
ringing in my lemon
split my mellon
since its seedy
420 please leave me
teetering on the edge
of my seaty
so greedy
i just wanna feel good
but theres consequences
i knew that there would
but i hoped that it isnt
not yet, now its time
time to pay the piper

i feel as if
ive been bitten by a viper
shot by a sniper
watch the countdown on my timer

my only saving grace:
my better half..
please mind her

not that bad.. but had to write it down

:c)