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yo go says the sample
i think im more than ample
and able to handle yo
these mix n samples
cuz i added it up each track is not luck
it was pure intention
go the next dimension
i straight be frisken
all these silly fine kittens
cuz i want you all
to eat the cat food
yo im that good
im gonna spit rap words
no im just kidden
im just a server
workin at a restaurant
aint amount to nothin yet
but i got my game on
yo i aint given up
i see the time ticken
clock ticken down
till the beat be endin
figurtivly speakin
yo i aint peekin
im just comin up
so yo its a greatin
(come on)
.... too bad the ending's weak, but I just sat down and made the beat in less than 10 minutes and this was my 3rd try to freestyle over it and bam !
I dont have any VSTs installed right now, I am waiting for my hard drive cable, so this was all just done the old fashioned way with the yamaha DJX, that pretty blue keyboard you see right there. It was refreshing. I really like the instrumental version of this too Well, take it easy. More music tomorrow for SURE!
Life is crazy. I'm working harder than ever. And, when your occupation is 'Server' working hard is what it takes to make more money. Even on days when there are no customers, working hard is what makes the managers notice you, and give you the good shifts. Working at Cheesecake Factory in Los Angeles was so much money compared to working at Harrys Seafood Bar and Grille here in Lakeland, Florida. But, there is more of a sense of Family at Harrys. The atmosphere is more fun, but the work is harder and the pay is less.
Ashley might move in later today. Its a dream I have been waiting for, for such a long time. Unfortunatly, I feel like it probably won't happen, as her parents don't want her to move out. They have a good for nothing son who is 23 and barily able to work, and they give him all the money and support he needs, yet their amazing daughter who gets good grades and has held a job for over a year, they give her the bare minimum. It is so frustrating. We are almost to the point where she will move out without their blessing, and would have to call Taxi's and find rides to take her to work. But it would be worth it not to have to say goodbye every night, or only see each other every few days. I can only hope today is the day. I hope so much...
I'm making Ashley's routine music for worlds. It is not done yet, but I think it is my best song ever. It is clean, beautiful, and energetic. I have been making music for over 8 years now, and I feel like in the next 1-2 years I will start making some money from it. Probably little at first, but I truely believe that I will make a living off of it one day. Or at least a large supplemental income. I have questioned my decision to be a musician many a time. What am I adding to the world? Who am I helping? It seems like such a selfish pursuit sometimes. Especially all the life I have wasted getting high and stumbling around "making beats" etc. But, I have finally realized that some days, when I really don't feel like working, or cleaning the house, or doing anything at all... it is good music that gives me the 'psychic energy' to get things done. Some music is so inspirational, so energetic, or so beautiful, that is really affects me. Some music, the very best music, changes my life. Makes my life better... easier... more enjoyable. That is the kind of music that I would like to make. I hope that my music inspires other people to work harder, appreciate life, and maybe even be better global citizens. So, keep an ear out for Ashley's routine music at worlds. That is, if I don't post an mp3 first. Which.. I really shouldn't.
I'm smoking less and less (almost not at all). I'm starting to work out and play footbag again. My neck is pretty sore from lifting weights. I am learning to dance (very slowly) and have constructed pretty much the sickest music computer ever made (for real!). I don't know how many days I can attend worlds even though I live an hour away, but I will be there playing some 4 square for SURE! I really really can't wait for that. Well, Time to finish watching Shao Lin vs LAMA and then hit the sack. I hope you all have a good day tomorrow! Remember to stretch and be thankful for what you have. I hope everything goes well for Ashley and I tomorrow. If she moves in maybe we can post some pictures. Take it easy Modified.
well im part of a system. check.
its taken me years to earn some self respect
now im walkin down the wrong path whats next
right path just a few trees to the left
im so distracted by the fruits of labors
waste my time watching motion pictures
dream of focusing all my efforts
into worthwhile measures. drop the idle pleasures
gotta soul mate connected at the core
had a choice between her and a whore
even though im a man with needs
i chose the girl in whom i believe
every breath she and i move as one
theres nothing in life that we cant get done
so many things make her. i love every one
if our love had weight it would weigh a ton
I hate florida. I hate living in this stupid economy. I hate fighting with Ashley. I hate missing Los Angeles. I hate missing my friends. I hate the public transportation here. I hate not being a bike messenger. I hate the lack of dance studios around here. I hate being addicted to wasting time. I hate myself. I hate mylife. I hate "hate". hate hate hate. I wish my life were different.
Well, take it easy. More music tomorrow for SURE!
