My step mom raised me from age two, my "biomom" didn't grow up till I was 16.
And yes, very true with the whole, "life throwing you shit" thingy. It's been kind of hard to think about anything lately. But hey, doing work jsut gets easier and easier. The idea of working 12 hours straight really doesn't sound so awful. Guess I"m building an even better work ethic from all of this. Normally I'm pretty ticked about having during the better part of a day six days of the week. But it's not so bad anymore.
And yes, actually things starting looking up the day before I posted that, the sheer shittiness of it all was still molded in my mind though, so I decided to vent anyway. Things are definitely looking up though. Might be moving up to a gas station job making $9.00/hour... Can't wait for college... *sigh*
I whittled a giant dick until my fingers bled.....
Lol what the hell.
Seriously.....I was bored one day, so's I pulled out my knife and started whittling a person, but it started looking like a giant dick instead of a person... So's I just went ahead with the dick thing.... It's sitting on my shelf right now.
As the universe is curved, there cannot be a straight answer...
I hate toothaches with a passion beyond imagination. I would rather dip my testicles into boiling oil rather than suffer the agony of a toothache. I didn't get any sleep, I have a headache because of the pain, I haven't been able to eat or drink because of the searing pain that shoots thru my whole body when I do so. Thusly i'm hungry and dehydrated and overall just in miserable state of existance.
Make it stop
As the universe is curved, there cannot be a straight answer...
sanuke okumatzu wrote:I hate toothaches with a passion beyond imagination. I would rather dip my testicles into boiling oil rather than suffer the agony of a toothache. I didn't get any sleep, I have a headache because of the pain, I haven't been able to eat or drink because of the searing pain that shoots thru my whole body when I do so. Thusly i'm hungry and dehydrated and overall just in miserable state of existance.
Make it stop
ow. I hate having sensitive teeth. Whenever I eat sour lollies, my favourite kind, i regret it later cos i can't eat anything.
yay, ima gonna vent at 2 in the morning. well i've been pissed off because i just got ungrounded on my b-day, and i was grounded for painting(illegally) and i started to paint again and i improved really quick and i was just doing abandoned bulidings and really chill spots, but i don't rack my paint, so i have to pay 4.29 for a can of rusto and wonder why the idiots at the hardware store are even selling 5 cans of paint to a minor. well then i basically take a huge dump in my cheerios(or apple jacks for holly) by leaving a receipt for a can of red paint in my pocket, and mommy just happens to stumble upon it doing the laundry. well there goes all my trust.... again. basically i lie a few times, but i still don't know why i told them in detail where i was painting eventually agggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel so dumb, well at least i can piece good enough to do legals but, i cant do anything now because ima grounded again. and this time i can't even go outside and play footbag which doesnt make sense at all because that gives me something to do and takes my mind off of graff. so yeah i'll prolly just stick to freights now until i get caught for that somehow, which will be nevvaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!life sucks now for me, all i'm doing is stitching, but at least i finally finished lotus's 92 panel and funtastiks is coming up soon. also my camera came the day i screwed myself, how lucky am i? also i'm still frustrated and have been for years, because i can't get a girlfriend and i'm 16 for crying out loud, and not any cute girl would want to kiss me, at all. my friends say to just not think about it and it will just come naturally, nut no i think something is wrong. it always seems if i hear that someone likes me, i am always a last resort if things dont work out for them with another person. but things always do work out....for them. oh and i dont want to sound like an emo bitch. i am pissed off for their being such gay bands such as hellogoodbye and heavyheavylowlow out in the world. i also hate billboards and all commercials, because they portray a fake way of life, that we are supposed to try to live up to. i am starting to see apple as a big evill corporation. if the day ever comes that i buy a good mp3 player, it will be zune. so those little apple fags can just throw a blowdryer in their big ol' bathtub of greed and lies, and more greed for all i care. i am tired and these pajama bottoms are giving me swamp ass. goonight everyone.
Erik Savage- i make and sell footbags for 22 bucks. i also trade.
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