brian asked me a question about my past today, and it seems that opened an entire can of worms in my brain. i used to be such a horrible person in high school. i wish i could have just kept that all suppressed and forgotten. now i cant get it off my mind, and it makes me feel like shit all over again. i know ive changed everything since then, and that im not who i used to be... but when i look a brians past, it just makes me feel like im less of a person. he never got in trouble or did wrong. i know you guys have no idea what im talking about, but maybe one of you will understand and have some words of comfort. im sure eric reile would have something nice to say, but i doubt he reads this.
brian and i are going to the knoxville jam at the end of this month, and im really looking forward to it. ive bumped up my game and cant wait to show it! i need to be kicking more, and now that midterms are up i should be able to for a couple weeks until finals.
if anyone feels like taking a vacation down in nashville during the next couple of months, just give us a shout. we need some motivation.
