Kyle Hewitt - made his final blog post.

Post by **Zac Miley** » 30 May 2008 09:56

I agree with you Kyle, but I don't think it's that bad that he got a bye. I would completely agree if he got a bye through routines or something, but circle was unofficial, so I didn't mind. More footage for us.

LEGOMAN · Post by **LEGOMAN** » 08 Jun 2008 23:37

i feel like something is eating me up inside and i cant get it out. i feel like i have no one to talk to, and if i do talk to anyone ill be judged for being weak or a pussy or something. i just want to let everything out and be over with it but i dont think that will help me at all. this shit fucking sucks.

Moxie · Post by **Moxie** » 09 Jun 2008 00:28

It might sound silly, but try writing or typing some of it out. Don't send it to anyone, just talk as if you're telling it to someone who doesn't know the story. Explain every little thing that's eating away at you. I've kept a journal on my computer for the last 3 years. I usually write only about the really good/really bad things going on in my life.

LEGOMAN · Post by **LEGOMAN** » 12 Jun 2008 12:50

i feel like im bipolar right now... my moods are constantly going up and down up and down. i feel like im going insane with all this shit. ashley emailed me last night saying we need to talk... shes going to break up with me... and i know it... fuck stress. fuck her family. fuck everything. if i didnt have music footbag and friends to keep me going i probally would of tried something now. im going to call ken tonight

LEGOMAN · Post by **LEGOMAN** » 19 Jun 2008 00:57

nothing really new has happened with me and ashley. all i know right now that is she is back in idaho and is working with her dad. it sounds rude of me to say this but i want to say it anyway. it hurts me to know she wouldnt risk getting introuble to try and talk to me. i risked going to jail to talk to her and she wont risk getting introuble by her parents. kind of hurts me alittle but i understand why she isnt i guess

this whole thing has made me learn a few things. i feel like a stronger person because of these things happening. it has taught me alot of things about love, life, among other things like that. no matter what happens with me and ashley, let her stay with me and rough out the next 2 years or her leaving me i will always love her. she has given me some of the best months of my life, she helped me with my problems with drinking and getting high too much. shes been there for me when i was dealing with my depression. she has been a big part of my life though we have only been together for 10 months. she will always have a big spot in my heart. i will always love her for everything she has done for me. i will strong if she leaves me, but i dont want to lose her.

thanks for all the support you guys gave me during this. i love you guys.

LEGOMAN · Post by **LEGOMAN** » 26 Jun 2008 11:17

ashley broke up with me like a week and a half ago. it sucks but i have been getting better.

today is a bad day for me some reason though, i just feel down and cant stop thinking about her. i need to clear my head but my drive to vegas isnt going to help me not think about it. shit

BenRea · Post by **BenRea** » 26 Jun 2008 13:31

LEGOMAN wrote:ashley broke up with me like a week and a half ago. it sucks but i have been getting better.

today is a bad day for me some reason though, i just feel down and cant stop thinking about her. i need to clear my head but my drive to vegas isnt going to help me not think about it. shit

im so sorry dude. Im just afraid thats what s going to happen to me and my girlfriend wheni leave for college. if anything she will be the one to do it, just like ahsley. was the breakup rough? i hope you regain your mental health soon. And dont pick up any rebound girls in vegas just because you feel sad. Random hook ups are fine though.

LEGOMAN · Post by **LEGOMAN** » 26 Jun 2008 14:49

thanks for the kind words man. it was really rough i guess. it was done through a friend in a text saying we have to be over and that she can talk about me anymore and stuff like that. her friend told me they have cut all ties from me but i still know she could of called me. whatever. im going to get laid soon

BenRea · Post by **BenRea** » 26 Jun 2008 15:50

texting is the new breakup method, eh?

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW

That is... REALLY DUMB.

sorry it had to be that way.

get laid.

have fun.

edit: what did your parents think of all this, or have you not told them yet? Only reason i ask is because i feel like you are the future me right now in terms of relationship status so id like to get a sneak peak on what i should be ready for.

bdams19 · Post by **bdams19** » 27 Jun 2008 10:51

^^^^^^^^^

that is REALLY weak dude. She at least owes you an explanation on whats going on and what the future holds for you guys as to not leave you hanging. I feel for you man. I don't really know the situation or even you for that matter but from my experience long distance relationships are very difficult, and if her parents wont even let you talk to her then its going to be impossible. Breaking up sucks and its going to be hard to get over her but I think it would be the best thing for you to do. Don't keep your feelings bottled up; I'm sure there are plenty of people who care about you who would want to talk to you about it (including modified). Feel better man.

LEGOMAN · Post by **LEGOMAN** » 30 Jun 2008 07:20

i just got back from my trip to vegas. i did 600 miles of driving by myself with out having anyone else drive. that really sucked, but it was worth it.

i met up with ben and arron (is that how he spells his name?) and shredded with them. Ben and Arron were rocking it. I only did alright. i hit like double blender and big apple for them. and i also cleaned a bigwalk according to ben. that made me feel cool.

after we were done shredding i asked about loren baum and if he is in vegas and stuff. turns out he was and ben had his number so i called him and made shred arrangements and got to shred with him. i was really stoked to play footbag with him an it was really cool for him to go out of his way to make plans to shred with me. he is really really cool. over all the trip was worth it.

thanks for the fun time people

shredzilla · Post by **shredzilla** » 30 Jun 2008 15:39

BenRea wrote:texting is the new breakup method, eh?

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW

[youtube]http://youtube.com/watch?v=XcidD2HFK8M[/youtube]

LEGOMAN · Post by **LEGOMAN** » 01 Jul 2008 10:23

I'm still at a loss for words. People from Ririe Idaho have been reading my blog and spewing lies and slander about me everywhere. Do they think stuff like that won't get back to me? That my friends wouldn't tell me what people are saying about me? Saying I'm having random sex with every sleezy I know? Guess what people. I don't know any girls like that. Why would I want to risk getting STDs when I don't even care about the person? I wouldn't what to.

It seems like the people who are doing this have no life, or have a very shitty job and life that is hell for them and want to make it hell for someone else on this world.

Let me clear up a few things for you people who are spreading these lies.

1. "He doesn't even have a job!"
Guess what? I'm writing this from work right now. Needless to say now that I in fact DO have a job

2. "He's having random sex all the time!"
You really think I am? I couldn't even if I tried. When I used to get drunk and get high I would try to get laid but guess what? Nothing would ever happen. I'm not that type of person who can get sex when ever he wants, and I am not a person who would want it.

3. "He's not even going to college!"
I may have problems spelling the word, but I am in deed going to school this up coming semester to do what I have dreamed to do. I'm going to be a History teacher with something with computers as a minor.

To the people who are trying to ruin my life in Ririe:
Thank you for showing me you have such a hopeless and shitty life that you have to try and ruin mine. Nothing you can say or do would have any reflection on my character to the people I know. If it does indeed change the reflection on my character to some people, I would rather not know them. It would seem like they're the same as you.

Get your shit together people and sort out your priorities, because it seems that you're life is very out of order.

My life has been pretty good lately. I haven't been having random sex though!

Footbag has been okay for me and I'm way excited for the US Open.

thanks for reading this if you did. Now maybe you have more insight of my life? Doesn't matter.

Peace

Kyle "The" Hewitt

habitat · Post by **habitat** » 01 Jul 2008 10:50

WTFBBQ?

BenRea · Post by **BenRea** » 01 Jul 2008 11:34

C-Fan · Post by **C-Fan** » 02 Jul 2008 05:16

LEGOMAN wrote: I haven't been having random sex ... I'm way excited for the US Open.

I look forward to seeing you too!

gMoney · Post by **gMoney** » 02 Jul 2008 16:45

Wow. Just wow. All I can say is don't let it bother you. People like that aren't worth the time you'll waste thinking about it.

And by the way,

Kyle "The" Hewitt

that's a terrible middle name.

LEGOMAN · Post by **LEGOMAN** » 02 Jul 2008 18:50

thats going to be my future bap name! Jim Penske gave me that name!

zeroman13 · Post by **zeroman13** » 02 Jul 2008 18:53

LEGOMAN wrote:thats going to be my future bap name! Jim Penske gave me that name!

LOL

Jimpenske · Post by **Jimpenske** » 02 Jul 2008 19:56

hahahaha. I was just joking with you Kyle. I'll think of a good nickname for you.

Don't let other people get you down. You're the man! See ya next weekend!!

Kyle Hewitt - made his final blog post.

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