Dear Footbag: Sorry for loving you a little too hard. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger right?
So yeah, today I kicked, and made a bag. Upon first kicks, just after birth, the bag seemed great, upon first stalls a few hours later, I realized why I hate playing with my own bags. Maybe the bag filler does just suck, maybe it's not just broken in, maybe it is a negatively charged placebo, I couldn't quite put my finger on it...More likely a gathering of all those things together, but either way, I just can't play with my own bags. Brrr,
Dear 3

beloved comment makers. Thank you! All three of your comments, made me feel far better than if they were not posted.
Specially for Matthias, that song does bring back good memories! For those, who didn't read my long winded 2 year footbag post (I should probably re-read that,..) Matthias was the ground manufacturer of my footbag life. For half a year or more, we played 1->2 times a week, and I learned everything from him. There are multiple sessions, the first time I learned what a ps whirl actually was, and upon trying the footwork nearly killed myself, learning what a magic hop was, learning how torque, actually worked... Matthias assisted me in my career most, second only to Johnny probably. I've listened to the song you posted alone, perhaps 20 times..I don't even remember the song, just the atmosphere that probably went with it...
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid ... d+update+3#
So, yeah. Today I had Jorden legs, for the first time ever I think. I will write briefly, some reasons that may have went into this..
1.) While standing in front of my mirror, trying to figure out why my blenders on both sides felt different, I realized, with a very large and animated breathing in sound, as if I just emerged from cold water, "I'm at minimum, 60% calf-upgrade levels!". It has been my dream, to unlock calves that Vasek, Jorden and Dave have gotten. Just those brutally powerful chunks of mass, just willing to dex. Anyway, yeah, I'm just about at half mass for those.
2.) I messaged Lon Smith like, 2 weeks ago, and he messaged me back! What a king. There were 58 words on his part of the deal, every one of them meaningful.
3.) I spoke to Tina for like, 8 whole minutes! About nothing special, but I re-watched the random "green" video of her on youtube, and the words of "I don't play to become world champion, it is nice that it happened, but that isn't the reason I play" (very loosely quoted) was neat. I can't say that changed everything about me, it did rather the opposite, and for some reason fueled me into wanting to become really good.
4.) I watched Marcin Bujko's pdx blender, during his new routine dozens of times, trying to figure out if I could make mine look like that. On one of Jorden's beginner tips in that sticky post, it said "16. Don't play through pain. It won't help anything. Rest days are just as important as shred days. Wait till you feel refreshed again and then bust huge. If the pain reappears, try fixing your form.

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Well, yeah, the pain reappeared. After a few weeks of spinning, ducking, blurry, symple, and double blenders I realized I had to go back to square one. Instead of hoping the pain would, just, disappear, I think I took the right step in saying "Ok, do 50 contacts of infinity->flip blender*rpt, both sides, in this EXACT form". So, after a bunch of that, I tried Marcin Bujko style pdx blenders, 4 tries / side, and it felt majestic today. I congratulated myself by saying "Now hit flip spinning motion", and I did first try. That has been, a weird trick for me...I didn't hit it until, 4 days ago. I hit blurry motion 2 years ago....
4.) Competition in general. I feel like, the next event I go to will be a very large personal letdown, if my level of shred isn't decent. Let me tell you...Ugh. Finland, is inevitably going to be a letdown. I'm giddy about this like a 7 year old girl thinking about her wedding. Here are some words that were exchanged between Anssi and I, just yesterday.
Jay: So, should I buy groceries when I get there? I don't want to disrupt how your family normally works.
Anssi: No.
Anssi: We will only eat on kebab.
Anssi: We will swim, in kebab.
Anssi: We will feast on the meat.
I mean, with verbal transactions such as this, how does one NOT dream about Finland? I'm so god damned hungry. But yeah, I quickly thought about Vegas jam today, and hesitated to go...Because like, I feel like I'll be as I was last year, and play on a level that just, burns my brain. I can't stand going to jam's and sucking, but it pretty much always happens. Love hate?
Anyway, yeah...Time to write what I hit today, I guess..
-Pdx egg->Toe inspinning clipper*7 contacts.
-Swirl*15 bs.
-Spinning rake->toe inspinning clipper->spinning osis->inspinning osis bs.
On that note....
I thought in the elevator on the way to kicking, "I've studied, and tried copying just about every good players way of playing...But Bevier. So I tried that combo. Damn he's good.
-Blender->spinning clipper*20 contacts, making sure I saw the bag on "the other side" when finishing the osis. Nick doesn't do it that way, but, I feel like it makes sure that my stalls are good enough.
-Toe kick->sole kick*5 bs, same foot....So, muted.
-pixie symple inside kick->ss legover->pixie symple inside kick->opp legover*rpt.
-Symple inside kick->opp symple inside kick*6, (I can't do flyers, so heres the start)
-Ianek's first trick, in his Christmas video, the, odd, turn and "oh, hi there bag, I see that you found your way onto my foot" stall. bs
-New trick, Symp rev whirling swirl bs (Double helix?), bs.
-Symp rev whirling swirl->reverse swirling blender, bs. Hence, "Jorden legs".
-Reverse swirling blender->torque bsos.
And, a possible invention. bs.
"Stepping ingyro twirl", but I'm not sure if that is immediately sensible.. If it were executed extremely poorly, it'd be the exact same as a stepping far reverse whirl, with a head twitch in the middle, except, I did it so that I could see the twirl happen cleanly, and I rotated a great amount on the first stepping set for it. I know it is possible symp, but I haven't tried it yet..
-Inspinning butterfly+inspinning clipper bsos. Inspinning butterfly, is THE most fun trick to bail on, and miss completely. Because like, you go for the butterfly, but the bag is not even NEAR where the dex should happen, and it turns out looking terrible.
