monday my doc called me and said he thought it was malignant but that he was going to run a few more tests...
he called me today to tell me ITS BENIGN! good lord, i was fucking falling apart. i go in a few weeks (day before i head up to chicago) for a pap smear and an ultrasound to check for cysts. i have faith that everything is going to be alright. im still scared, but i know now that i can handle whats coming.
cory and i are back together and trying to work things out. a lot has to change. and this is good. i will tell you what though... if i get this job in chicago i will not hesitate to move up there and accept it.
my knee is feeling A LOT better! ive been doing exercises... and looks like im going to really be trying hard with footbag soon. ill start slow and with basics (everything i did was pretty much basics anyway haha). i have a lot of goals for the near future... and a lot of motivation. i feel like im getting a second chance with life and everything else. its refreshing.
so thank you guys. for really caring. you kick ass.
