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Session with Matt Kemmizzle today. Was pretty good for me I think. Warmed up with the normal stalls and drills, then messed with a few strings. A few highlights:
Legover > SS Toe Stall > Orbit > SS Toe Stall BSOS
5 or 6 good Legovers interspaced throughout a string of toe stalls
A few Clippers on my strong side (left)
My leg not hurting after 2 hours of footbag (This only probably gave me the most satisfaction)
Matt gave me some pointers on ATWs and Clippers, I think they will help in sessions to come. Even took a video of my ATWs to help show how I'm fucking them up on my right side, makes more sense now.
Found some chalk sticks that weren't destroyed in the storm earlier in the day. I decided to write a little message:
Matt helped with the positioning of the leg, that's nothing new lol (I couldn't figure how to draw a stick footbagger). Went home and listened to of all things some post-hardcore/ metalcore music (For the uninitiated, basically metal "screamo" type stuff), felt pretty great. Good session, good vibes, good music (in my subjective opinion anyways).
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7V64kWQMiO8[/youtube]
I know some people are just not into this kind of music and won't ever really be able to like it, but I think songs like this get badly stereo-typed into one big idea/thought by most people like "Oh he's just a screaming angsty teenager, angry at the world" and that really couldn't be farther from the truth in some cases. I was in a bad spot last winter mentally and emotionally. I talked a little bit with Ivan about this at the PSU Arts Jam. Not debating suicide depression but I just wasn't enjoying life that much and felt like it was a hassle doing daily stuff.
Music like this helped to get me through those times. Songs like the one I posted above convey such a positive attitude towards life and having hope that things can get better. It really gave me the strength to keep pushing on no matter what. Emphasis on the can however. I've found that in order to rise above situations like this, what needs to change is yourself and your own mentality towards life. Please don't mistake this as essentially saying "pull yourself up by the bootstraps", this is just me talking about my own personal experiences that were not nearly as difficult as what some people have to endure on a day to day basis. If someone has a severe depression problem, that's another thing entirely and they should seek professional help.
I just didn't have the right kind of outlook towards life in general, and that reflected itself in my thoughts and feelings during that time. Music, along with a number of other factors that I might have mentioned before in this blog, helped me in changing my attitude and mannerisms. I am in a much better place now and I have hope that this winter will not be as bad as the last.
If you also happen to like this kind of music, or at least didn't turn your computer off in disgust at the song posted above, here's another song that I basically had on repeat for a spell during that time in my life (to this date, it's one of my favorites in that genre of music):
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Anyways, in more footbag related affairs, I put together some clips from my session yesterday and the ATWs Matt filmed. It's more just joking around with my sister but there's some kicking in it for those who like kick:
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In other news, I found this beautiful treasure in my stacks of CDs today:
So yes, I'm proud to admit I've been playing Yu-Gi-Oh. And turns out this shit is hard as hell. Fighting the computer in a duel is merciless, it automatically knows every card fusion, type advantage, and strategic positioning in the game and will not hesitant to destroy every ounce of dignity you ever had (if playing Yu-Gi-Oh in the first place didn't do that

). Meanwhile I'm sitting there with a printout of all the different possible combinations and basically just reading for 2 minutes every turn to see if there's some way I can scrap together a victory. Fun stuff. Semi-action shot:
Graphics are obviously not very stellar as it came out for the PS1 in 2002, but the gameplay so far is fun anyways.
Yep, that's about it. Will probably have another session tomorrow, I guess I'll see how things go. I'll leave this C&H comic here in the meantime:

-Daniel C. NY, USA. "Sacrifice a goat to our Lord and Savior Evan Gatesman".