Saturday routines
Between the stress of arriving super late to the event, and having too much coffee at brunch, I felt jittery and nervous when I was warming up. I squeezed in a few hellos, and picked up my custom made Ivan bag. It was surprisingly playable right off the bat, so I made the decision to risk using it as my backup/juggle bag in my routine. The fact that I was about to do an improvised routine to a silly song didn't make me feel any less jittery. I warmed up by myself, since I didn't want to psych myself out any further.
There are 8 routine competitors on Saturday, and I'm seeded 3rd overall. This buys me some precious time to continue warming up, and by the time I'm on deck I feel physically OK. I know only top 5 make the cut for the next day, but based on the reactions to the routines that preceded mine, I don't have the sense that multiple people beat their seed, so I don't feel too much pressure. I point at Ivan to start the music, and all of a sudden I'm competing.
I had mapped out the first few routine cues on the plane and subway ride, but I had never actually DONE them in practice. I didn't even practice them with my headphones on when I got to the site, which was a mistake. This results in me being slightly off beat to start the routine, but my bigger concern is that I can feel the adrenaline pumping through me, and for some reason I'm incredibly nervous. I feel like I'm moving too fast on everything, but I'm still somehow managing to hit tricks. I get to my first pause cue, which is where I hope to make eye contact with the audience and catch my breath, composing myself. Instead, the toe stall is shaky, so I only get a quick glance at the audience. I'm freaking out, and the next 30 seconds of the routine also feel too fast. Even though I feel out of control mentally, I'm aware of the fact that I haven't dropped yet. I manage to start the juggle on cue, but it feels shaky. Once I get past the atws in the juggle section though, time seems to snap back to normal speed, and the panic has subsided. This is a relief on a few levels. Not only do I feel in control for the first time during the routine, but I also realize that I'm 75% done with the routine and I haven't dropped yet. Despite this newfound confidence, I flirt with a couple drops in the next ten seconds. I force myself to calm down and hit tricks I know I can hit, and mercifully I get the "five seconds" timecall. At this stage I consider finishing with a 5 point trick to end the routine on a strong note, but I'm so tired (between nerves and improvising, I didn't do a great job with energy management) I just want to get the dropless routine. I finish with a flying butterfly kick, and hand catch it.
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I take a bow, and walk off stage, half in shock that I managed to go dropless despite the nerves. A few people come up to give me props, and I confess that I improvised 98% of it. I'm still thrilled I went dropless though, since I hadn't actually done a dropless in competition since 2011. I sit off to the side and watch the final 2 routines as I shake off the adrenaline. Brian's routine is very nicely choreographed, with each trick clearly planned out. The contrast to my improv routine is pretty stark. He has 2 drops, but I know it would be a very hard routine to beat in finals if he went dropless. Evan goes last, and I watch with bated breath. I saw Evan's finals routine at Worlds, so I knew he was capable of a strong routine...but I wasn't sure if he had prepared something at that level for East Coasts. Turns out he did. His routine is ridiculous, and he nails it dropless to boot. Watching Evan and Brian's routines hammers home to me that I'm going to have to nail my routine the next day, cause an improvised routine wasn't going to cut it, even if it was dropless.
After routines end, I have a feeling I'm going to be seeded second the next day, which I'm actually pretty happy about. I'm also happy that even if I don't do well in Finals, at least I got a dropless routine at the tournament. I mention that to Evan, and he comments that it sucks we both went dropless on the first day, since its so hard/rare for people to go dropless in both rounds of a tournament. I agree, but hope we can buck the trend.
Next: Saturday Circle contest





