Harrible day.

zachatree · Post by **zachatree** » 31 Jul 2004 04:13

well i just need some one to talk to so im gonna post this... yesterday started out great my ex gf i dated for 2 years has been hanging out with me again all the time an telling me she loves am an what not an i really did love her an she is all stuck on between me an this todd kid, well i asked her out to day she said yes then i found todd at her house 3 hours latter i told him that we where going out bc britt wouldnt have alot of bull shit happened that would just take to long to explane out i went down to the creek an drank a few buwizers to clear my mind a little bit an i came back an they where at the park so i went there an found her an todd siting there britt tells me she dont like me an that all that stuff wasnt real an that im just the same thing she wants new... this hurt im a tough guy im built like a greek god an i cryed... felt good, the toughest men should cry cryed as soon i walked away an then i started to think an i wanted awsers so i went back an then left after talking to her ( didnt help much ) my friend meet me at the end of the allie an todd the kid came walking up i figared i was gonna end up killing this fucker for what ever he said to britt so i wanted to scare him shit less first an weaken him up so i went up to a road sign at the other end of the allie where i was an hit it a few times with both hands an the bolt on the bottom snaped of an the sign bent up todd turned an ran up the road an went down another allie my friends saw him bc i was in tears an was hastrical to notice i ran over so fast an asked him what he said the way he said Noting was so onest that i couldnt hit him bc i new if i did id end up beating the kid so bad id get in to alot of shit for it an i thoght about it an relized now that it was britt not him im sure he had help to do with it tho so insteed of hiting him i just said here bitch this would have been u an i went up an hit a barn an broke my nucles... i fell over crying on the street an he walked away (fast) as soon as i got up a friend pulls up in a car an says yo if u want to smoke up come over so i went over an i was thinking this is just what i need well we smoked what he said was hydro the first hit never was so good i was stoned instandly then all of a sudin i felt hevy like i was glued i nthe chair i couldnt have walked an sounds it sounded like the fuzz tv an i was so sweaty ... the ***hydro*** was laced with pcp my first time ever an they never told me i just kno alot about my shit an kno thats what it is now to say the least im really glad it was just what i needed at the time an was a good experiance for me, i think bevis an buthead are based on pcp heads bc lol tv was so fucking awsome i never was so into teleavision * drugs are bad im not trying to make this sound kool* it was a really scarey expeariance at first, well thats the most of it with whats really botering me for to day i think im gonna just move on now the best i can...

Been a bad day.

Juice · Post by **Juice** » 31 Jul 2004 05:53

Hey man, dont worry about her, there are plenty of better chicks out there. I remember my best friend flirted heaps with my girlfriend when i was going out with her, then she dumped me for him. I wasnt happy at all but i just moved on. Keep it real dude.

MegaFighter_X · Post by **MegaFighter_X** » 31 Jul 2004 10:18

I'm sorry to hear that. That really sucks. But be careful with that laced shit.. it's no good man.

Venting does help a lot. I'm glad you were able to.

ShredStylez · Post by **ShredStylez** » 31 Jul 2004 16:27

women seriously have no idea about the effects they can have on a man.

Matt · Post by **Matt** » 31 Jul 2004 16:29

any periods in that entire entry? If you broke your knuckles why didnt you go to the doctor?

girls suck

zachatree · Post by **zachatree** » 31 Jul 2004 16:36

i went to the doctor to day he said that its not broken i just chiped a bone in 3 weeks im going to hospital an they are removeing the chip i gess i dont really kno or understand they talked to my parents mostly about it witch pissed me off bc there dopic an dont explane things very well...

and i have sevral ... in there cut me a break.

bigdirtyfoot · Post by **bigdirtyfoot** » 31 Jul 2004 17:02

Man I agree with Matt ...gn... it's just so hard to read I gave up after a while .....il..... but I guess you had a harrible day so man ....le........ I hope you feel better..ps.

cclaudia · Post by **cclaudia** » 31 Jul 2004 21:41

not all girls are horrible.....some (well the majority according to most guys) are just bitches. ignore the girl, find a better one... don't waste you're time with a girl who throws around emotions and plays stupid pointless games.
i'd avoid getting fucked up to ease depression..... considering alcohol and most drugs out there are depressants....if you like to get high then get high, but don't do it to boost yourself up after a bad day... because if you do, it's just going to get worse.

zachatree · Post by **zachatree** » 01 Aug 2004 07:51

nah, makes me feel better, but to be all onest i havent been smokeing any where like i used to, its down to almost once or twice a week used to be 3/5 times a day