C-Fan wrote:mosher wrote:I want so badly to quit.
You can hit blurriest on command, right? You invented the moshing set, right? Seriously, if you can do that, you can quit. When you get the urge to toke up, go shred it up. I
know you can do it. And that`s not just an expression, I actually
know that you can do it. If you want it, you can definitely do it.
So I read that I and I was all 'Yeah! dammit I can hit anything!! In fact, I am going to hit janiwalker."
I tried like.. a bajillion times and got kiiiiinda close sometimes. I know alot of my attempts probably looked silly, but so did my first attempts at double downs.
I even gave a few joke attempts at nemesis, I intend on hitting it both sides one day.
I did have a few barraging sets actually work and pop out cleanly just like Ive seen the pros do. They felt kiinda like I had imagined, I wonder what mine look like.
I had always wanted to see some good footage of me doing double downs. In that small KFM video Jared edited that I posted a page back or so I did a paradon and a barfly and I chopped up that footage and I made it into this movie:
http://www.footbag.org/media/344/barfly ... aradon.wmv
After not getting janiwalker down I started playing around with other tricks. I was determined to hit something new instead of smoking weed.
I wound up realizing that the motions for motion made alot of sense to me!
I kept getting reaaallly close on both sides and then totally wound up laying down clean sealed motion's on both sides.
This was exciting, but I was hungry for more. I wound up laying down FAR motion on one side and then on the other side on my next try. I have now done that with atomsmasher, blender and far motion and maybe a few others. I love that feeling.
And holy shit, speaking of loving feelings. I love the feeling that I am deriving from playing the same three song on repeat.
I have been playing them for a couple days now and I could go forever.
I am playing these three Arcade Fire songs that are totally blowing away my previous ideas of what could be accomplished emotionally with music.
Go download:
the Arcade Fire - Rebellion (lies)
the Arcade Fire - In the Back Seat
the Arcade Fire - No Cars Go
I can't stop looping them. They feel so amazing.
They just intensify and exadgerate all the things I am feeling right now.
I think I am sorta pretending I don't feel that Vida isn't around. This whole Vida experience is pretty overwhelming, I havn't written about it nearly as much as I have felt it.
She is seriously so much more incredible than I can ever describe here, that's why I write so little, for fear of misrepresenting her.
I think the best/safest/truest thing I can say is that I am so very happy I found someone that geninely makes me happy!
Oh yeah, back to what I was saying. I hit the far motions because Ken inspired me to just get the frig up and shred instead of sitting on my ass getting baked like always.
So I hit them maneouverinos and then drank me some low-carb beers and smoked a bunch of weed, I earned it!
Oh! I just remembered, before hitting all the motion stuff, and after trying the barraging stuff I found out that I had accidentally learned a good blazing set! Neat!
I hit blazing infinity both sides which felt really cool.
So how about that, my body moved around the bag in SIX different ways that it had never done before tonight.
I am going to hit blazing barfly real soon and it will be clean.
How can blazing barfly be sooo untouchable yet a million people can lay down blurriest's?
Oh, I guess I also hit my first ever clipset ss symple swirls today. I know I tried a few symple rev swirls but I don't remember if I hit any.
I am going to go study Derek Vandall's barraging set. I must learn it, I am happy how little stress it seems to put on my knees.
OH! I just remembered, I called some fabric stores today and TWO can order me some ultrasuede.. hmm.. in retrospect *i* can order me some ultrasuede. I am just lazy I suppose. No, it's not that. I always go to the site and try to go through with it and something prevents me from buying some facile. One day... soon.
Also, today I was walking along downtown and I noticed this dude in front of me wearing modded lavers!! I caught up to him and called out "do you play footbag??" that got his attention and he turned and stopped (sorta, we kept drifting) and we talked a bit about footbag. I had my lavers on too. His name was Zack and he said he used to play with all the old Kingston guys that I sorta know. He had green on white-turned-yellow lavers with the lacing mod. He looked alot like caleb abraham.
I told him about the club and told him that if he ever wanted to play that he should look me up on .org. sigh.. I bet he never will.
It is 3:30 AM I am going to bed.
I fucking love the Arcade Fire!!!!!!