New decal.
There definitely has been a lot going on in my life these past months. Going on dates, family problems, deciding what I want to be doing the rest of my life along with the constant fear that my manager/ great friend and support will be leaving to go to another store. I've been busing myself with work, art, footbag, and working out like usual.
Something happened the other day...I was walking out of PCC through the grass and trees towards the parking lot when something hit me. The air smelled like Bethlehem's air. I nearly stopped in my tracks. It felt like I was walking through my back yard again. All the birds sounded like the ones in my old backyard jungle. The sun was setting and the atmosphere was exactly like how I remember Bethlehem. Like I just opened my sliding glass door and was standing out on my deck. It felt like a Friday getting out of school and having the weekend to do nothing but play. I miss having no worries like those summer days. For a brief moment I felt like I was back there, and I was happy. But by the time I got to my car and was driving home reality set in and I was still in Lakeland Florida. Now all of a sudden I'm an adult making a car payment and working a full time job. Its crazy.
I'm afraid that I will lose another great friend I have when my manager has to go to another store. For the last 2 1/2 yrs she has been who I go to for every bit of advise I need. I guess that's life though, and all I can do is make our friendship work in a new way. I'm just so used to getting burnt.
Well, today's my day off. I've been combing the thrift stores for goodies and found a few today. I got some great frames for my art for like 2 bucks each. I think I'm spending the rest of the day painting and probably have a session later too.
peace